Stage 1, Day 4,
The weather and some turbulent feelings has it so I'm not busking as much.
I'm realizing that my life is rather pointless and not tailored to what I say I want.
I'm also pretty underdeveloped in my psychological progress. I'm 23 and:
- I'm not independent financially
- I'm not able to meet and connect with the women I want
- I don't have a satisfying group of friends
- My musical skills often default, so my deficiencies become quite visible.
- EDIT: I would add that I can't fight, and don't know how to defend myself
- Don't know some basic skills: car repair, surviving in the wild, carpentry, etc.
I've been using these reminders the last couple of days.
The weather and some turbulent feelings has it so I'm not busking as much.
I'm realizing that my life is rather pointless and not tailored to what I say I want.
I'm also pretty underdeveloped in my psychological progress. I'm 23 and:
- I'm not independent financially
- I'm not able to meet and connect with the women I want
- I don't have a satisfying group of friends
- My musical skills often default, so my deficiencies become quite visible.
- EDIT: I would add that I can't fight, and don't know how to defend myself
- Don't know some basic skills: car repair, surviving in the wild, carpentry, etc.
I've been using these reminders the last couple of days.
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