03-20-2015, 10:05 PM
Stage 3, Day 11,
I'm on track to do very well on my internship; I heard it from my boss herself.
The people at work seem to have taken a liking to me; after a week, I feel like I'm becoming one of them.
I've reached the end of the week, so I'm a bit lazier. Hung out with some friends, playing GTA5 before going over to the gym, and I also finished did a pMemory exercise today.
I reached out to my sex partner, and we're going to meet on Sunday. I'm feeling a different type of horniness than I'm used to; not intense, just stable and present. I'm just seeing things in women that really get me going, like their smell (perfume and pheromones), their hair their tummy, their breasts, their ass. Things I just want to bury my face into and kiss all over. Mmm.
I saw three different women that I'd really want to talk to, but all three were extremely inconvenient (example: I would have had to get off my bus part-way through to talk to one of these girls). The only downside is that my success rate is very low, so I've gotten discouraged before even trying. It seems that in my town that most attractive girls have boyfriends. Like mentioned before, another portion of the year will be dedicated to improving and deepening my relationships with women.
I'm on track to do very well on my internship; I heard it from my boss herself.
The people at work seem to have taken a liking to me; after a week, I feel like I'm becoming one of them.
I've reached the end of the week, so I'm a bit lazier. Hung out with some friends, playing GTA5 before going over to the gym, and I also finished did a pMemory exercise today.
I reached out to my sex partner, and we're going to meet on Sunday. I'm feeling a different type of horniness than I'm used to; not intense, just stable and present. I'm just seeing things in women that really get me going, like their smell (perfume and pheromones), their hair their tummy, their breasts, their ass. Things I just want to bury my face into and kiss all over. Mmm.
I saw three different women that I'd really want to talk to, but all three were extremely inconvenient (example: I would have had to get off my bus part-way through to talk to one of these girls). The only downside is that my success rate is very low, so I've gotten discouraged before even trying. It seems that in my town that most attractive girls have boyfriends. Like mentioned before, another portion of the year will be dedicated to improving and deepening my relationships with women.
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