03-12-2015, 07:41 PM
(03-12-2015, 07:10 PM)DanAmerson Wrote: I'm actually pretty damn sensitive in general, as a person. Emotions are an integrated part of me, though I've always had a soft heart.
The internship was very stressful, very demanding, the boss was very ambiguous and reprimanded harshly at times, I'm on low sleep (going to bed in the next few minutes to fix that), and I felt that I was performing well (on track for graduation).
These news is literally life-changing, as I have to do over six weeks of unpaid full time work a year from now, and based on my current performance , I may not be able - on a cognitive level - to do my work properly in the coming internships. If I fail another internship, I'm kicked out of the program. For now, graduation seems to be pushed back, and I can't get on with my life until then.
That's definitely some weight. What's it for? I don't understand how internships are integral to graduating.
I'm sensitive too, btw. At my current place in time I figure it's best to just let it be than overcome it. I could be wrong, but I dunno. Seems to make people better with me when I can be sensitive and "sad" most of the time. :/
