Stage 1, Day 19,
Skipped the night to get a good night's rest; I slept well and slept in, intentionally, to be rested for my midterm. That means I skipped my workout and pMemory, and that I'll pick it up on Saturday. Glad I did, since it went well.
Made me realize how important it is to start the day off well; with a regular wake (no reading my goals, no working out), I was unfocused in the morning. These last two weeks, I've been kicking ass from 6 am up until noon.
I'm starting to realize the possibility that getting women into my life can potentially be 'easy', as long as I stop pursuing women who aren't showing interest (I've had a tendency to do that) and keep building with women who do show interest. Might use BlackDragon's online dating system. I'm not really doing anything right now, but I don't want that to be the case for too long, as I'm going through my youth without having all that much fun. By fun, I mean sex.
I was shown (by BlackDragon, again) that I've been keeping a mental checklist for the 'right mate', and that it's a bunch of bs in the context of escaping from the world of long-term monogamy. His two criterion are:
1) She's physically attractive;
2) She's not going to give drama (not a bitch);
That's it. I would probably add '3) Has decent hygiene'. Wouldn't want her to visit me after the last guy and hasn't showered or brushed teeth. Once again, this is for women to have around in your life, not for serious multiple relationships. Then, honesty and other ground rules get added in.
Funny what you said about the woman and pain, Sarge. The woman with whom I'm currently sleeping was a virgin until she met me. And she was very willing to feel pain as long as I felt good. This is especially true when I initially penetrated her the night she lost her virginity, and a few times afterwards. She would go 'Ow!', and I offered to stop. She would grab me reassuringly and say: "It's okay". It was kind of hot.
I have an impact on the cute girl in my class. Granted, she has a boyfriend. But when I turned around in class to make casual chit chat, when my eyes met hers, her eyes went wide as saucers, and she shook for a second. Then I asked: "watcha doin?", and the conversation started with her sly smile. Sweet.
Wonder if 'Aura of Sexiness' or 'Become Irresistibly Attractive to Women' is in AM6 in the later stages.
Finally did singing warmups since class started (10 days ago). I have to be more consistent despite being busy, as I get good quick, but time off will slow me right now.
Skipped the night to get a good night's rest; I slept well and slept in, intentionally, to be rested for my midterm. That means I skipped my workout and pMemory, and that I'll pick it up on Saturday. Glad I did, since it went well.
Made me realize how important it is to start the day off well; with a regular wake (no reading my goals, no working out), I was unfocused in the morning. These last two weeks, I've been kicking ass from 6 am up until noon.
I'm starting to realize the possibility that getting women into my life can potentially be 'easy', as long as I stop pursuing women who aren't showing interest (I've had a tendency to do that) and keep building with women who do show interest. Might use BlackDragon's online dating system. I'm not really doing anything right now, but I don't want that to be the case for too long, as I'm going through my youth without having all that much fun. By fun, I mean sex.
I was shown (by BlackDragon, again) that I've been keeping a mental checklist for the 'right mate', and that it's a bunch of bs in the context of escaping from the world of long-term monogamy. His two criterion are:
1) She's physically attractive;
2) She's not going to give drama (not a bitch);
That's it. I would probably add '3) Has decent hygiene'. Wouldn't want her to visit me after the last guy and hasn't showered or brushed teeth. Once again, this is for women to have around in your life, not for serious multiple relationships. Then, honesty and other ground rules get added in.
Funny what you said about the woman and pain, Sarge. The woman with whom I'm currently sleeping was a virgin until she met me. And she was very willing to feel pain as long as I felt good. This is especially true when I initially penetrated her the night she lost her virginity, and a few times afterwards. She would go 'Ow!', and I offered to stop. She would grab me reassuringly and say: "It's okay". It was kind of hot.
I have an impact on the cute girl in my class. Granted, she has a boyfriend. But when I turned around in class to make casual chit chat, when my eyes met hers, her eyes went wide as saucers, and she shook for a second. Then I asked: "watcha doin?", and the conversation started with her sly smile. Sweet.
Wonder if 'Aura of Sexiness' or 'Become Irresistibly Attractive to Women' is in AM6 in the later stages.
Finally did singing warmups since class started (10 days ago). I have to be more consistent despite being busy, as I get good quick, but time off will slow me right now.
UMS v2 Journal (current) || Overcoming Fear 5.75G Journal
