01-14-2015, 07:23 PM
Stage 1, Day 11,
At the gym, I met someone on the treadmill. It was kind of awkward, and I realized close-up that I wasn't as interested as I thought. I have her number, but I don't think I'll do anything.
Next, was my pMemory exercises, which took much longer than usual to get done; just over 2 and a quarter hours. I'm still making fast progress.
Today, we did a client consultation, with real people with whom I've never met. Of course, they're acting, but I was really nervous. In the past, I would just tap and clear that away, but sitting in it really affects my performance in the moment. I was stumbling, getting red in the face, and not feeling I was communicating all that great. But the guy said I truly mastered the French language (for a non-French speaker.. ouch; I'm supposed to be a native French speaker).
Different emotions today, but I'm still getting things done. I'm soon going to ask the gym girl (the previous one) out for a coffee date, or something short and sweet. Also going to see the girl from a few days back, this coming Sunday.
Set my alarm for 6:20 am.
At the gym, I met someone on the treadmill. It was kind of awkward, and I realized close-up that I wasn't as interested as I thought. I have her number, but I don't think I'll do anything.
Next, was my pMemory exercises, which took much longer than usual to get done; just over 2 and a quarter hours. I'm still making fast progress.
Today, we did a client consultation, with real people with whom I've never met. Of course, they're acting, but I was really nervous. In the past, I would just tap and clear that away, but sitting in it really affects my performance in the moment. I was stumbling, getting red in the face, and not feeling I was communicating all that great. But the guy said I truly mastered the French language (for a non-French speaker.. ouch; I'm supposed to be a native French speaker).
Different emotions today, but I'm still getting things done. I'm soon going to ask the gym girl (the previous one) out for a coffee date, or something short and sweet. Also going to see the girl from a few days back, this coming Sunday.
Set my alarm for 6:20 am.
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