Stage 6, Day 1,
I can't say that I'm disappointed that I skipped a day. Things were mildly different after 7 hours of exposure overnight; when I'm around (as in physically near) girls that interest me, I feel this nice feeling vibe off of them, and I think they're getting it off of me, as they were mildly acting differently. The one girl in my class was talking to me much more, and I'd really like to fuck her, and that sort of vibing thing was going on.
At work, I got my ass slapped by an older woman at my work; I don't care for her romantically or sexually, but she's still fun to be around. She occasionally grabs my arm and presses herself into me to say something 'on the down-low', and today, she did it to a more intense degree, pushing her tits into my arm.
This other lady was asking for a co-worker salesguy, and since he wasn't there, I said that he should be in tomorrow. She was asking my name, and when I did, she shook my hand with a lot of enthusiasm, and as our hands were separating, she squeezed along my palm, then my fingers, then my fingertips. I was thinking 'wtf?', but maybe she was digging me.
Last thing was that my one manager, during our cash deposit run (just him and I alone on a walk), upon seeing a girl with a high skirt, soon after made a reference to "frozen pussy" due to the cold. This shocked me more than anything, and I started laughing, because he hardly ever swears, let alone make sexual references. I think it's the first I've ever heard him make.
That's just 1 day of this stage, dude.
I've done PSTEC Positive on feeling "great joy and exhilaration", and it's coming on strong for several hours of the day; I'm laughing and smiling and feeling good. And also on the crucial portion of my Definite Chief Aim to help make it sink in to my subconscious.
I can't say that I'm disappointed that I skipped a day. Things were mildly different after 7 hours of exposure overnight; when I'm around (as in physically near) girls that interest me, I feel this nice feeling vibe off of them, and I think they're getting it off of me, as they were mildly acting differently. The one girl in my class was talking to me much more, and I'd really like to fuck her, and that sort of vibing thing was going on.
At work, I got my ass slapped by an older woman at my work; I don't care for her romantically or sexually, but she's still fun to be around. She occasionally grabs my arm and presses herself into me to say something 'on the down-low', and today, she did it to a more intense degree, pushing her tits into my arm.
This other lady was asking for a co-worker salesguy, and since he wasn't there, I said that he should be in tomorrow. She was asking my name, and when I did, she shook my hand with a lot of enthusiasm, and as our hands were separating, she squeezed along my palm, then my fingers, then my fingertips. I was thinking 'wtf?', but maybe she was digging me.
Last thing was that my one manager, during our cash deposit run (just him and I alone on a walk), upon seeing a girl with a high skirt, soon after made a reference to "frozen pussy" due to the cold. This shocked me more than anything, and I started laughing, because he hardly ever swears, let alone make sexual references. I think it's the first I've ever heard him make.
That's just 1 day of this stage, dude.
I've done PSTEC Positive on feeling "great joy and exhilaration", and it's coming on strong for several hours of the day; I'm laughing and smiling and feeling good. And also on the crucial portion of my Definite Chief Aim to help make it sink in to my subconscious.
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