AM does more then I realize. Also realizing sexual market value. My mind throws up the multiple girls as an reality, which might be lead in to manifestation. Also attraction switches through state.
I realize some validation seeking still.
the girl at the gym told mke when she works, her whole shedule and my frame was strong and just casual and I gazed in her eyes and just flowed. She told me when shes up and what not, like an whole rapport session. She looked down immediately. Also the other girl online is taking it even further. Key seems to observe what i do, what is happening instead of fighting it. Like, im needy and thats some harsh confrontation with patterns. Like the validation seeking, but it also does pop up at time like and Obvious realisation. Othe guys at the gym asked me in some toying way to join some spinning session. I declined that and suspect the women looking at me while working out told them.
I also get still an bit paranoid.
friends cant hold eye contact anymoere, I look straight through them and they just decline and break instantly.
Lots is happening and its not always obvious.
I realize some validation seeking still.
the girl at the gym told mke when she works, her whole shedule and my frame was strong and just casual and I gazed in her eyes and just flowed. She told me when shes up and what not, like an whole rapport session. She looked down immediately. Also the other girl online is taking it even further. Key seems to observe what i do, what is happening instead of fighting it. Like, im needy and thats some harsh confrontation with patterns. Like the validation seeking, but it also does pop up at time like and Obvious realisation. Othe guys at the gym asked me in some toying way to join some spinning session. I declined that and suspect the women looking at me while working out told them.
I also get still an bit paranoid.
friends cant hold eye contact anymoere, I look straight through them and they just decline and break instantly.
Lots is happening and its not always obvious.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus