being blown out means nothing. Girls are nothing special like other people. I realize that now and puts me back on my throne of being king. Whatever. She misses out on it, not me. Still it did get to me for some reason and went all beta when walking in some store, apologizing and shit, wtf. IDGAF is my attitude currently and feel new anger coming up. Lost my streak again today, it makes me all weak and lacking confidence. One girl went all panicky when I asked her about something "Its my first day here" yeah, great. Im in an spitefull mood for some reason but am convinced more then ever people pick up vibes. Its freaking weird. I own this. I am spitefull, deal with it, not going to hide that,
feel some slight depression aswel, might be the sub working on some deep stuff. coming out on the other side is noting but glorious. Something beautiful is already seem at the horizon just now and Im experiencing some shift now. Pretty dominant aswell, owning it, claiming my reality. Fuck off.
ION: the approach is nailed right now. she might blew me off but it doesnt get to me really. just another experience. The sub seems to hit on this aswell, more then I was previously aware off. Like breakking through like an raw force.
feel some slight depression aswel, might be the sub working on some deep stuff. coming out on the other side is noting but glorious. Something beautiful is already seem at the horizon just now and Im experiencing some shift now. Pretty dominant aswell, owning it, claiming my reality. Fuck off.
ION: the approach is nailed right now. she might blew me off but it doesnt get to me really. just another experience. The sub seems to hit on this aswell, more then I was previously aware off. Like breakking through like an raw force.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
