stage 1 day 15
Im feeling very positive and am enjoying life. Incredibly upbeat and lots of anxieties are gone. If it comes up its just there and I dont even recognize it anymore as part of my life. Im feeling attractive, almost like being in my late teens/begin 20's.
procrastination has been reduced an whole lot. hesitation aswell. Its rather fun now and more grounded, just ding it wihtout really having second thoughts. AM "takes over"in terms of speech. Its as if the questions just roll out without even doing anything. Women love to talk from experience, lots.
Around me I see most guys being ungrounded, uncentred, having no direction or any purpose. I can write and long rant about this but I wont.
Had some flashbacks surfacing, memories like visual snippits in my mind.
After reading some journals I also am getting aware that procrastionation comes forth from attachment in my case. Its not rather comfort, IDGAF, but more of an "stuck in place` , makes sense in workflow and writing flow aswell, aswell as why I dont seem to like journalling anymore. Journalling causes me to attach to good feelings and progression thoughts only to get stuck later.
Am thinking aswell about areas in life like some sort of circle diagram. Health, financial, sexual etc, instead of going all out on money and probably conflict and get unbalanced, less of being conscious, but ather let the subconscious flower and penetrate the conscious mind. very open and anxiety is not present at all. Im on the other hand very present and feeling zen. connecting, radiating abundance and openness. Strong reduction in negative self image, rather when catching myself in mirrors I am purely attractive.
/ Review eating habits.
/buy calendar
Im feeling very positive and am enjoying life. Incredibly upbeat and lots of anxieties are gone. If it comes up its just there and I dont even recognize it anymore as part of my life. Im feeling attractive, almost like being in my late teens/begin 20's.
procrastination has been reduced an whole lot. hesitation aswell. Its rather fun now and more grounded, just ding it wihtout really having second thoughts. AM "takes over"in terms of speech. Its as if the questions just roll out without even doing anything. Women love to talk from experience, lots.
Around me I see most guys being ungrounded, uncentred, having no direction or any purpose. I can write and long rant about this but I wont.
Had some flashbacks surfacing, memories like visual snippits in my mind.
After reading some journals I also am getting aware that procrastionation comes forth from attachment in my case. Its not rather comfort, IDGAF, but more of an "stuck in place` , makes sense in workflow and writing flow aswell, aswell as why I dont seem to like journalling anymore. Journalling causes me to attach to good feelings and progression thoughts only to get stuck later.
Am thinking aswell about areas in life like some sort of circle diagram. Health, financial, sexual etc, instead of going all out on money and probably conflict and get unbalanced, less of being conscious, but ather let the subconscious flower and penetrate the conscious mind. very open and anxiety is not present at all. Im on the other hand very present and feeling zen. connecting, radiating abundance and openness. Strong reduction in negative self image, rather when catching myself in mirrors I am purely attractive.
/ Review eating habits.
/buy calendar
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
