02-04-2016, 07:38 AM
Stage 2 Day 19
I'm feeling maturity beyond my years , it's hard to believe all the changes. I had a dream this morning.I was laying down browsing music, and there a girl next to me laying down with her ass up about 5 inches from my face browsing the same music. She was talking to some other guy about the same music as I was listening too. Trying to make me jealous maybe? Idk.
I also lately been panicking about survival and not finding a good second job. I have a good second one but It's time for me to go. Either way I been meditating on that and surrendering the feeling , it's all fear and survival based. The feelings reduced , I'm going to go and meditate here soon.
I found some more healing techniques , I'm going to see if I get all round to it ; I noticed I been all round avoiding one particular video.
I'm feeling maturity beyond my years , it's hard to believe all the changes. I had a dream this morning.I was laying down browsing music, and there a girl next to me laying down with her ass up about 5 inches from my face browsing the same music. She was talking to some other guy about the same music as I was listening too. Trying to make me jealous maybe? Idk.
I also lately been panicking about survival and not finding a good second job. I have a good second one but It's time for me to go. Either way I been meditating on that and surrendering the feeling , it's all fear and survival based. The feelings reduced , I'm going to go and meditate here soon.
I found some more healing techniques , I'm going to see if I get all round to it ; I noticed I been all round avoiding one particular video.
It always seems impossible until it's done."_ Nelson Mandela
"Continuous improvement is better then delayed perfection."_ Mark Twain
"We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequence of what we have become. " _ Dr. David Hawkins
