12-16-2015, 11:28 AM
Stage 1 / Day 6
My started with this coworker of mine harassing me. I was walking in and this woman steps on my back heels and I said wtf? And she plays dumb is like you should walk faster.
Later I'm in a work area this woman comes and mess with me knocking some of the workload I was handling down. I freaked out and I got angry and get the F*** away from me now. I also got in her face. I don't know if any of you watch the walking dead but pretty much went rick grimes. I also confronted my boss and supervisor and told them I will not be bullied by you , you or you or anyone in the world. That woman messing with me triggered some more spark in a way I'm angry towards but also content for having that spark.
Currently looking for a second job , also I want to find some kind of teacher for self defense. My biggest issue is in becoming the highest level of alpha I can be has always been the fighting aspect. Because in life you have to fight people sometimes physically and verbally. I know the goal is healthy but one has to prepare for the worse. I'm going to start reading BASE 5G journals I need to prepare for the future and make as much money as I can so I can retire in the carribean. Reality is like a song I've herd before cash rule everything around me , get that money dollar dollar bill yall.
Aside from all that , im trying to stay positive and move foward.
My started with this coworker of mine harassing me. I was walking in and this woman steps on my back heels and I said wtf? And she plays dumb is like you should walk faster.
Later I'm in a work area this woman comes and mess with me knocking some of the workload I was handling down. I freaked out and I got angry and get the F*** away from me now. I also got in her face. I don't know if any of you watch the walking dead but pretty much went rick grimes. I also confronted my boss and supervisor and told them I will not be bullied by you , you or you or anyone in the world. That woman messing with me triggered some more spark in a way I'm angry towards but also content for having that spark.
Currently looking for a second job , also I want to find some kind of teacher for self defense. My biggest issue is in becoming the highest level of alpha I can be has always been the fighting aspect. Because in life you have to fight people sometimes physically and verbally. I know the goal is healthy but one has to prepare for the worse. I'm going to start reading BASE 5G journals I need to prepare for the future and make as much money as I can so I can retire in the carribean. Reality is like a song I've herd before cash rule everything around me , get that money dollar dollar bill yall.
Aside from all that , im trying to stay positive and move foward.
It always seems impossible until it's done."_ Nelson Mandela
"Continuous improvement is better then delayed perfection."_ Mark Twain
"We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequence of what we have become. " _ Dr. David Hawkins
