Alpha to Omega: Ronatello's Alpha Journey

[Spiral]

Yea the caged animal syndrom for me was like I wanted to get out and talk to women and men and just socialize but something was holding me back. Maybe my insecurities... like what would these people think of me and social anxiety. The insecurities are starting to really not bother me so much but there's some social anxiety still and I'm being patient with that.

Also I seem to not care about the program so much as I am more focused on myself and being calm and content with what I have right now! Because of this being patient is easier.

However sex drive was at an all time high yesterday.