10-21-2010, 08:24 PM
I'm getting more women showing interest and some obvious flirting. What I'm about to say is borderline TMI but I'm going to spill the beans anyway. No worries...it's PG-13 lol
At Hoots Monday, I sat in "tongue tongue's" section again (she's always sticking her tongue at me so she gets the nickname). Other waitresses occasionally come around and I hug a few. Nothing out of the ordinary, really. Then another waitress comes over and I show her something (a photography advert called 'bad kitty photography')out of San Diego Reader. She leans over to look at it and while she does, she presses her boob right on my right hand which caught me completely off guard... not expecting that AT ALL, lol! Her section was the opposite where I was sitting (NE corner and I was in the SW corner). Then tongue tongue touches my leg (twice) and then I ask her does she like my legs?
. She told me she had an upset stomach but apparently that didn't keep her from flirting with me. Then she's displaying her leg for me to see. She comments on how muscled up my legs are, lol
Later on, a couple more waitresses come over and I call one a wuss.
I'm always bantering with the waitresses there and I know they love it. Because if they didn't, they wouldn't come around and visit me.
While I don't repeat affirmations like I used to, I still run them through my head from time to time... with the "I am a sexually desirable man" being one in particular... brought on what happened earlier on this week. My mood is flip flopping still and still some negative thoughts but when I do think negative, it's like "why I'm thinking this when it's obvious that I'm progressing?"
Stage 2 thus far is working in very subtle ways and I've heard others say similar things in their journals.
At Hoots Monday, I sat in "tongue tongue's" section again (she's always sticking her tongue at me so she gets the nickname). Other waitresses occasionally come around and I hug a few. Nothing out of the ordinary, really. Then another waitress comes over and I show her something (a photography advert called 'bad kitty photography')out of San Diego Reader. She leans over to look at it and while she does, she presses her boob right on my right hand which caught me completely off guard... not expecting that AT ALL, lol! Her section was the opposite where I was sitting (NE corner and I was in the SW corner). Then tongue tongue touches my leg (twice) and then I ask her does she like my legs?
. She told me she had an upset stomach but apparently that didn't keep her from flirting with me. Then she's displaying her leg for me to see. She comments on how muscled up my legs are, lolLater on, a couple more waitresses come over and I call one a wuss.
I'm always bantering with the waitresses there and I know they love it. Because if they didn't, they wouldn't come around and visit me.
While I don't repeat affirmations like I used to, I still run them through my head from time to time... with the "I am a sexually desirable man" being one in particular... brought on what happened earlier on this week. My mood is flip flopping still and still some negative thoughts but when I do think negative, it's like "why I'm thinking this when it's obvious that I'm progressing?"
Stage 2 thus far is working in very subtle ways and I've heard others say similar things in their journals.
Get your pickles!!!
