10-16-2010, 08:50 PM
Time for weekly recap. I'm into the 2nd half of stage 2 now and will start stage 3 the 27th of Oct. Thus far, things really haven't changed from last week. The mood swings continue (natch!) and a very subtle increase of confidence. I'm still wanting to keep to myself at times... I'm gathering that it's resistance to what's going on in the stage 2 scripts. I do get more women checking me out, saying hi, and whatnot vs. the past.
The subconscious is throwing up negative crap at times, causing me to doubt what's going on. I'm more emotionally cold towards others (but I still have emotion!
).
Talking to others seems a bit easier than in the past. No mindless repeating of affirmations needed. I do tell myself consciously that I'm doing just fine and just let it go, whether the interaction is good or not.
The subconscious is throwing up negative crap at times, causing me to doubt what's going on. I'm more emotionally cold towards others (but I still have emotion!
).Talking to others seems a bit easier than in the past. No mindless repeating of affirmations needed. I do tell myself consciously that I'm doing just fine and just let it go, whether the interaction is good or not.
Get your pickles!!!
