Alpha to Omega: Ronatello's Alpha Journey

[ronatello]

I spent most of the day just relaxing (about to head out for a bit of grocery shopping, heh!). I went up to the pool to drowse in the sun and 3 college students (all females) were swimming and mostly talking to themselves. I didn't really feel like socializing with them but I did say, "how are you doing?" back after one of them said hi. One in particular was a blonde and she kept complaining that she was hungry (and I was thinking... why don't you go eat?). The conversation they had was interesting. The overweight one (which didn't look too bad) was saying about the blonde, "if I had your body, I would walk naked down the street!" I was laughing on the inside at that statement. The blonde I guess had body issues because she wasn't agreeing, instead was talking about the other girl on the raft that had such a hot body so we have: the overweight one putting the blonde on a pedestal and the blonde putting the auburn haired girl on a pedestal. I just wanted to sit back and listen in and not butt in. I caught the blonde looking over at my direction a few times. IMHO, the blonde had the best body out of all 3. I had a sense that the girls didn't feel too at ease around me (I have a bit of nervous energy about me at times). But hey, the alpha male set will nip that in the bud in due time. They left and I got out a few minutes later to lay out and dry off before returning to my apt. One maintenance worker walked by and said hi and talked about the weather a bit. I left the pool area and a Hispanic was talking on his phone as I walked by. I looked over at him and he immediately nods his head and I continued on. That's one thing I get when most guys come my way: they nod their head almost immediately when they see me.
I took a quick nap (put on the meditation level 8 and have the alpha male running concurrently) and woke up feeling a bit better.