Alpha Woceyes 1

[woceyes]

i agree with you on porn and strip clubs. Granted i was to busy flirting with the dancers and doing my own thing that them being beautiful and nude didn't affect me as much. But the private lap dance i got did affect me lol i wont lie. It could be just from that.

I just felt so insecure. Today was better that's for sure, I have faith in Shannon and his sub they have helped me tremendously.

Thank you Rainbow always nice to talk with people experiencing the same things.

[RainbowAbyss]

Yeah man I've been there
ur still on stage 4 right?
I dont mean this to rub it in in any way
But while 010 was still very effecive, and 011 alpha effectivenss aside,
there just seems to be much less off days or resistance in 011:
The first few days were really rough for stage 4 and its just been up hill from there,
I say this only because I never really had how tough the 010 set was to go through in perspective.
Anyone who goes all 6 months with it is a warrior! Lol
see like u said ur better already though
Btw nice job flirting with the stripper, as long as ur not getting suckered it should not effect u to much, just don't buy into the false sexuality, looking bak on it though I've had some great times at strip clubs and left the better for it
so I wouldn't worry to much about guys night out lol.
as far as ur friend calling u gay, that bundle of sticks def ge

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Ts his self esteem from trying to put others down lol
Ok maybe he's not that bad but I have a friend who can tend to do that to
and I laugh at it cause I know why he feels the need to do, then I rip him a new one
My policy is the loves gotta be there if ur gonna make fun of ur buds
And it sounds like he was just hatin

[woceyes]

yeah that is what it seems like that 2011 is not as resistant as 2010. I will start that later this year lol

Thank you I do my best flirting i still have some rough patches but with the increase your flirting sub i did before starting Alpha and Alpha male 2010. I seem to not be able to keep my mouth shut, I turn almost anything in to a challenge for women.(any woman really) I love hanging out on the town with my buds, never know what crazy thing will happen.

I think what it is with my friends, is that before i started any subs i was always going to them asking for advice on women, how to flirt with them, or to not be Mr. nice guy and then i stopped and started using the subs and doing affirmations which in turn led me to follow my own instincts vs someone else. When i start doing better then them they try to knock me down.

I of course rip them a new one if it is directed at me in a hurtful manner. I am just getting tired of my friends trying to bring me down.

There should be love when you make fun of your buds

[Spiral]

I don't even talk to the ones that bring me down anymore.

[woceyes]

I did that to a lot of people i used to talk to all the time but dropped them as friends after all the stuff they would say to try to bring me down. Everything is a lot better for dropping them

[Patti]

yeah that is what it seems like that 2011 is not as resistant as 2010. I will start that later this year lol

Thank you I do my best flirting i still have some rough patches but with the increase your flirting sub i did before starting Alpha and Alpha male 2010. I seem to not be able to keep my mouth shut, I turn almost anything in to a challenge for women.(any woman really) I love hanging out on the town with my buds, never know what crazy thing will happen.

I think what it is with my friends, is that before i started any subs i was always going to them asking for advice on women, how to flirt with them, or to not be Mr. nice guy and then i stopped and started using the subs and doing affirmations which in turn led me to follow my own instincts vs someone else. When i start doing better then them they try to knock me down.

I of course rip them a new one if it is directed at me in a hurtful manner. I am just getting tired of my friends trying to bring me down.

There should be love when you make fun of your buds

You deserve to have positive people in your life. If your friends can't handle the new and improved you, that's ok cause you're getting better and better everyday and the more positive you are, the more you'll attract positive people into your life. Some people just suck and are perfectly happy living in their miserableness! Just always wear your internal sign that says: Only POSITIVE friends need apply!

[woceyes]

here's your sign lol

yeah and I seem to be attracting all sorts of people into my life all on a positive wave. The ones i used to talk to that were low in confidence and self esteem but didn't make fun of me i hardly talk to anymore all they ever want to talk about is emo stuff and how there life sucks. I just don't want to chat about that stuff. All of them hate my positive statements that bring hope instead of despair and count it off as another BS thing to get them to feel better..

[woceyes]

last night or rather this night was so bad for me.... im not sure if it was just me being really tired and not getting enough sleep the past few day or what but i seem to come across as a total a** hole no flirting involved and it seemed to get worst the further into the night i went. I just didn't want to tease the ladys at the bar or anywhere. It was like i was trapped in my head and feeling self conscious about everything. I think i went in expecting it to be like the last time i went out and i only made it worst. So much negativity. People could sense something was up with me and just avoided me all together.

well almost done with stage 4 and tomorrow will be great i can feel it

[RainbowAbyss]

Woooh
were all hitting rough patches in stage 4! Lol
That sux woyceyes, ride it out, I hear stage 5 pulls everything together.
These subs can def. Make life harder at times.
as much as I love Alpha I can't wait for a pure fun sub like sex magnet.
People avoiding u can be an easy situation to start to feel down on urself, not saying u did just saying,
but who freakin cares, just remeber what u want and care about and keep comin bak to that, u can't fail.

[woceyes]

Yeah at the start of the night i was doing great and feeling awesome then my mood changed and took a low swing. I just wasn't feeling it. Maybe i was just cranky because of the little sleep i had Thursday night.

I had gone to the eye doctor as well yesterday and finally bought contacts again. My eyes were dilated for like 6 hours. I felt concerned about that as well especially when my friends bring it up every half hour. Then they also turned red and made me look like a stoner.

Where would we be with out off days right

I love Alpha Male as well but i can't wait for the fun sex magnet sub as well.

[woceyes]

Yesterday was better i went to the mall in the over from me since my town is to small for a mall but not a super walmart... go figure.

I felt more confident and had fun. I did go into Macy's for a blazer jacket but didn't like some of them mostly style but some were way to expensive for me. I wanted to wear a blazer when going out on the town. I figure with my style it could fit but i am still looking around.

I am almost done with stage 4, Tuesday is my last day then on to stage 5.

[woceyes]

Finally i start stage 5 tonight

Well where should i start... My friends sister told him the she liked me and was sad that she was moving in a few months and would love to go out with me...

My work "Fiance" was wearing the ring i gave her and it turned her finger green...lol and she called me an A hole for it jokingly of course. I told her i thought our "engagement was off since she has not worn the ring since i gave it to her and that I was losing interest" This of course got her even more into me and smiling a lot more as well as approaching me.

I seem to have a pack of women who like me, are attracted to me, or just want to F*** me. I love how much i have grown and changed and how it comes with nice benefits.

I also seemed to not procrastinate in buying stuff to "up" my external image as well I have been buying stuff i normally wouldn't have and actually liking everything i have bought so far.

So for my review of stage 4. It was a rough stage for me the worst and the best out of all of them so far. On my highs i was really confident and being the leader with out even thinking it. Being the Alpha male wasn't on my mind. I had no concern for being it. All i know is even when i was at my worst i was still being looked upon for making decisions. Especially with my friends when we went out drinking or just hanging out. All my friends want to do something with me and get really upset when i do one thing with one and not the other. I do what i want they can join or not dose not matter to me. I am voicing my opinion or distaste more as well. I seem to socialize with ease as well

It may have been rough at times and fun at others but i can't wait to see what happens with stage 5

[RainbowAbyss]

Sounds like u came out of it strong! the full impact of each stage
is not felt to we stop listening to it, I feel.
good luck with stage 5!
and might I recommend following through
with ur possy of lady friends,
I think even if ur hittin a rough patch
it might make ur life that much better to take it to the next level,
unless of course ur not really interested in them.

[woceyes]

great suggestion Rainbow I shall follow through, like you said may make it better to take it to the next level