Stage 4 Day 9
On Wisdom and Maturity
I'm nearly insane. Wisdom enhancement and Maturity improvement in AM6 is extraordinary. I can't find enough friend that could keep up my view towards the world.
Majority of my friends seek advice from me and recommend my advice to their friends. Which is good, for I felt an ego boost; although, at the same time I feel lonely.
On Humor
I'm laughing at myself everyday and there is no emotional harm or anything similar. I feel safe and secure. Laugh at me all you want and I will follow your laugh (if I find it funny
).
On Stress
I'm in stressed mode right now. It is unbearable, really. This stresses are form financial aspect and personal achievement. I feel regret. I've live in this world for 18 years, but I couldn't be self-sufficient with money. If today my parents stop giving me money then in matter of month, approximately 2 months, I'll be dead.
I've tried many things yet to no avail. I do earn some money but those money are like volcanic eruption. Sometimes I earn, sometimes I don't.
I'll be focusing myself in writing.
On Public Speaking
I am capable of doing public speaking with clear and powerful voice. I'm admired for it and I feel powerful when in front of people. I feel dominant and in-control.
On Love
I must admit I have this strong attraction to form a relationship. A quality one. A relationship that will grow, as in increasing other qualities, and intelligent. I am a sapiosexual (feeling aroused to intelligence) being, but where could I find a girl like this?
For the time being I'll just search and see what I can find.
Thus conclude, my report with AM6 for now. See ya
On Wisdom and Maturity
I'm nearly insane. Wisdom enhancement and Maturity improvement in AM6 is extraordinary. I can't find enough friend that could keep up my view towards the world.
Majority of my friends seek advice from me and recommend my advice to their friends. Which is good, for I felt an ego boost; although, at the same time I feel lonely.
On Humor
I'm laughing at myself everyday and there is no emotional harm or anything similar. I feel safe and secure. Laugh at me all you want and I will follow your laugh (if I find it funny
).On Stress
I'm in stressed mode right now. It is unbearable, really. This stresses are form financial aspect and personal achievement. I feel regret. I've live in this world for 18 years, but I couldn't be self-sufficient with money. If today my parents stop giving me money then in matter of month, approximately 2 months, I'll be dead.
I've tried many things yet to no avail. I do earn some money but those money are like volcanic eruption. Sometimes I earn, sometimes I don't.
I'll be focusing myself in writing.
On Public Speaking
I am capable of doing public speaking with clear and powerful voice. I'm admired for it and I feel powerful when in front of people. I feel dominant and in-control.
On Love
I must admit I have this strong attraction to form a relationship. A quality one. A relationship that will grow, as in increasing other qualities, and intelligent. I am a sapiosexual (feeling aroused to intelligence) being, but where could I find a girl like this?
For the time being I'll just search and see what I can find.
Thus conclude, my report with AM6 for now. See ya
