Day 24 Stage 3
I'm in internal conflict right now. God, religion, existence, thought, and logic. These things are considered taboo or personal. I f*ckin love these topics and at the same time burdened by it. I can't share my thoughts and arguments, because there is literally so frickin few people could speak about these.
Who am I? Standing here on earth doesn't mean I'm exist. Existence comes from when people think with rationality and logic. All people could think, but they limit themselves to survival. They think just surviving is enough and proved their existence, or do I think the same way? Maybe I overthink everything only to survive and prove my own existence?
The power of thought affects emotion and vice versa. Being in control of everything will surely kill human. Moral degradation comes when I try to control everything. He who is content, means he who take control of what he really control, achieve happiness. This do seems like oversimplifying happiness, but happiness comes in or felt when a human don't feel fear nor doubt nor shame.
Fear kills human logic, and it is more effective in today's world situation because of how human (majority of them) are spoon fed with beliefs. The art of questioning belief and only pick what supports us is slowly degrading. Social approval is the key for happiness nowadays, fake-happiness that is. Approved by society but feeling self-hate, God, that is one of the worst way to live life.
When can we be honest? The art of honesty comes in when human start being honest with himself. Being literally honest towards life. If one is in the lowest of low he should be able to say "I'm the lowest right now" and vice versa. Honest about who you are and what you want then world will give it to you. Will it? Of course you need to work for it, harder and smarter.
Being smart is hard. One need to open his mind towards everything. Everything. One should see the sides that exist in everything and take the most effective way of living. The beauty of smart is things will come easier as being smarter would give multiple access. Am I smart? Can I do my 5-hour work in 30 minutes? Smarter human equal to productive human. Why humans need to be productive? To feel alive. Humans who don't share their deepest couldn't feel connection as connection make people feel alive. Productive, producing something that is worth and valuable, makes connection. Majority of humans feel alive when they connect with others physically or emotionally.
What's the actual reason why humans differ from animals? We could self-reflect. Does my deeds today bring betterment or not? We'll die anyway, maybe in another second, but that's it. One chance. Does my existence significant to the world, or at least to my circles? We could think everything. We can even challenged God.
The highest point of what we want is success. Achieving it requires multiple blend. Successful people aren't photocopy machine rather coffee machine that mixed multiple things at once. Small portion of others builds us. Then, who is the first person we see as successful? Adam or our image of God that we try to be one?
Achieving success requires multiple blend and those ingredients should be selected carefully. One must let go friends who aren't useful. One must let go activities who aren't improving one's quality. One must let go addiction that drains energy. One must literally take control of one's controllable life. It won't be overnight as it requires multiple factor blend in one seed then the seed must grow.
Could we just stop for a while and ask ourselves? Our whole life is all about talking and preaching bullsh1ts. I'm flabbergasted when poor people can give advice to get rich and priests or every religion figure talking stuff that they don't even one.
The existence of being is scored by how he or she live his or her life. We could talk everything and bring logic to make it convincing, but does our life represents our bullsh1ts?
Aren't we just being seeking for happiness? Could life be simpler? Yes, just eat and live life safely to death's door. I could, you could and we could, but will it satisfy us? Nope. Man always search for meaning. Deeper meaning deeper emotions that evoked and it is like vagina, we, men, wants to be in it deeper.
Time to sleep.
I'm in internal conflict right now. God, religion, existence, thought, and logic. These things are considered taboo or personal. I f*ckin love these topics and at the same time burdened by it. I can't share my thoughts and arguments, because there is literally so frickin few people could speak about these.
Who am I? Standing here on earth doesn't mean I'm exist. Existence comes from when people think with rationality and logic. All people could think, but they limit themselves to survival. They think just surviving is enough and proved their existence, or do I think the same way? Maybe I overthink everything only to survive and prove my own existence?
The power of thought affects emotion and vice versa. Being in control of everything will surely kill human. Moral degradation comes when I try to control everything. He who is content, means he who take control of what he really control, achieve happiness. This do seems like oversimplifying happiness, but happiness comes in or felt when a human don't feel fear nor doubt nor shame.
Fear kills human logic, and it is more effective in today's world situation because of how human (majority of them) are spoon fed with beliefs. The art of questioning belief and only pick what supports us is slowly degrading. Social approval is the key for happiness nowadays, fake-happiness that is. Approved by society but feeling self-hate, God, that is one of the worst way to live life.
When can we be honest? The art of honesty comes in when human start being honest with himself. Being literally honest towards life. If one is in the lowest of low he should be able to say "I'm the lowest right now" and vice versa. Honest about who you are and what you want then world will give it to you. Will it? Of course you need to work for it, harder and smarter.
Being smart is hard. One need to open his mind towards everything. Everything. One should see the sides that exist in everything and take the most effective way of living. The beauty of smart is things will come easier as being smarter would give multiple access. Am I smart? Can I do my 5-hour work in 30 minutes? Smarter human equal to productive human. Why humans need to be productive? To feel alive. Humans who don't share their deepest couldn't feel connection as connection make people feel alive. Productive, producing something that is worth and valuable, makes connection. Majority of humans feel alive when they connect with others physically or emotionally.
What's the actual reason why humans differ from animals? We could self-reflect. Does my deeds today bring betterment or not? We'll die anyway, maybe in another second, but that's it. One chance. Does my existence significant to the world, or at least to my circles? We could think everything. We can even challenged God.
The highest point of what we want is success. Achieving it requires multiple blend. Successful people aren't photocopy machine rather coffee machine that mixed multiple things at once. Small portion of others builds us. Then, who is the first person we see as successful? Adam or our image of God that we try to be one?
Achieving success requires multiple blend and those ingredients should be selected carefully. One must let go friends who aren't useful. One must let go activities who aren't improving one's quality. One must let go addiction that drains energy. One must literally take control of one's controllable life. It won't be overnight as it requires multiple factor blend in one seed then the seed must grow.
Could we just stop for a while and ask ourselves? Our whole life is all about talking and preaching bullsh1ts. I'm flabbergasted when poor people can give advice to get rich and priests or every religion figure talking stuff that they don't even one.
The existence of being is scored by how he or she live his or her life. We could talk everything and bring logic to make it convincing, but does our life represents our bullsh1ts?
Aren't we just being seeking for happiness? Could life be simpler? Yes, just eat and live life safely to death's door. I could, you could and we could, but will it satisfy us? Nope. Man always search for meaning. Deeper meaning deeper emotions that evoked and it is like vagina, we, men, wants to be in it deeper.
Time to sleep.
