08-15-2015, 01:11 AM
Stage 3 day 11
Outstanding. My life is disrupted by multiple choices and careers and majority of those are integrated with heavy social life that will sacrifice other things.
Should I abandon this for this? Or this for this? And I thought I'm godlike human that could balance multiple activities at once; although, I do abandon my youth. I got no time to hang-out, chat or travel (this one is painful). I solely focus my all for the future. I needs to be build and the time is now. Enjoying and lazying time will be *way* better later when I've become what I desire to. Be.
I'm quite stuck at writing my book, 30 pgs now and counting (hope so). My expectation for this book isn't high anymore either it will get publish or not. I'll learn either way. << *Sounds like a desperate guy LOL
Stock? I lost quite a bit of my money. Well, can't win all the time do ya?
What's next? My earning for July 2015 is only US$120. Heh, too (godd4mn) small.
I'll start my 4'th semester at August 24. 5 more to go and I earn a degree, then take another degree Law and Philosophy.
I couldn't think what to write anymore. AM6 is working and I feel like sh1t. The more hour I expose myself with AM6 the higher my self-criticizing is.
People look up to me for who I am, but I feel in a very deep sh1t thirsty for more.
Ceh, time to workout. Again.
Outstanding. My life is disrupted by multiple choices and careers and majority of those are integrated with heavy social life that will sacrifice other things.
Should I abandon this for this? Or this for this? And I thought I'm godlike human that could balance multiple activities at once; although, I do abandon my youth. I got no time to hang-out, chat or travel (this one is painful). I solely focus my all for the future. I needs to be build and the time is now. Enjoying and lazying time will be *way* better later when I've become what I desire to. Be.
I'm quite stuck at writing my book, 30 pgs now and counting (hope so). My expectation for this book isn't high anymore either it will get publish or not. I'll learn either way. << *Sounds like a desperate guy LOL
Stock? I lost quite a bit of my money. Well, can't win all the time do ya?
What's next? My earning for July 2015 is only US$120. Heh, too (godd4mn) small.
I'll start my 4'th semester at August 24. 5 more to go and I earn a degree, then take another degree Law and Philosophy.
I couldn't think what to write anymore. AM6 is working and I feel like sh1t. The more hour I expose myself with AM6 the higher my self-criticizing is.
People look up to me for who I am, but I feel in a very deep sh1t thirsty for more.
Ceh, time to workout. Again.
