Alpha Rehash vol. II

[AlphaMind]

Is this your first run of AM?

Nope. This is my 3rd time. AM5>AM6>AM6 (currently).

HAH! It is way FUNNY seeing my previous AM6 journal titled Alpha Rehash.

The previous me WAS so on-fire, LOL. So on-fire to elaborate my thoughts and experiences.

Quite a laugh, thanks the past me

I am now in the middle of stage 6 and this run produced a more refine me. Though most of the time I act like uncivilized monkey, HAHAHA!! It is funny whenever people describe they would define as an abstract being or absurd. Which indeed true, as I rationally challenge everything. EVERY thing.

*Clearing my throat

....um... I want to hit the bed. Night

[ArcticFox]

Is this your first run of AM?

Nope. This is my 3rd time. AM5>AM6>AM6 (currently).

So there would have been a period where the subs could not work, as you were younger than 18 at the time?

[Multiworld]

there certainly is a dark side to being wise, and that's loneliness... BUT! it doesn't have to be that way. whenever i started considering myself "above" other people because of my intelligence, I set myself up to be a loner.

What's helping me right now is taking a genuine interest in other people, for instance by saying "hi how are you doing?" and MEANING it. i learned it from the book "how to win friends and influence people"

when I started taking action and doing what I could to form friendships / strengthen existing ones, the connections grew. conversely, sitting around and wondering why i dont' have friends brings me more of the same.... or lack there of

and bro, even though you're 18, in the grander scheme of things, you're ONLY 18. You have plenty of opportunity and time ahead of you to work on being self sufficient, and the fact that you're so young and are working on stocks is certainly setting yourself up for financial securoity in a couple years. As long as you're not taking advantage of your parents' money and just wasting space, you can feel at ease. Although the discomfort you are feeling is a "hunger" for success which is a GREAT thing, and you should definitely channel that constructively to build a future for yourself

There maybe some truth in the loneliness factor,just look at people like einstein,edison,tesla,ford and others,sometimes just having a vision others can't see can make one to feel that aloneness that others just don't understand but remember thier main motivation was to help others and not feel above them,case in point Shannon,look how he devote so much time to help us!

[Vincent_Vega]

Can you tell what the difference between the first run AM6 and the second for you was? Like did you really improve during the second run or just minor things?

[AlphaMind]

So there would have been a period where the subs could not work, as you were younger than 18 at the time?

I ran AM5 when I am 17, and AM5 did not have age restriction then I ran AM6 when I reach 18, exactly the night when legally 18 at 00:00, LOL *such enthusiasm

So, no. I do not wasted any of my AM's run.

Can you tell what the difference between the first run AM6 and the second for you was? Like did you really improve during the second run or just minor things?

It will be quite a descriptive post. I'll do it later

[ArcticFox]

So there would have been a period where the subs could not work, as you were younger than 18 at the time?

I ran AM5 when I am 17, and AM5 did not have age restriction then I ran AM6 when I reach 18, exactly the night when legally 18 at 00:00, LOL *such enthusiasm

So, no. I do not wasted any of my AM's run.

LOL Nice work dude!