08-09-2013, 06:53 AM
Stage 1 Day 12
I have a friend who has always been very successful with girls. He is also starting to rap and is actually doing very well. He is opening up for Cory Gunz soon if any of you guys have heard of him. I used to be very jealous of him. Things have changed though I feel like I'm proud of him than anything else.
Also I noticed I am talking slower. I don't feel like I'm being rushed anymore to get it all out before people stop noticing me. And because of that I am communicating more effectively.
When i am walking around in public now I have so little social anxiety that its kinda weird. But for some reason as soon as i notice this in my head i say "Oh sh*t this is awesome!" Then all of a sudden a slight wave of anxiety comes over me. I think i need to stop worrying if the program is working or not.
I have a friend who has always been very successful with girls. He is also starting to rap and is actually doing very well. He is opening up for Cory Gunz soon if any of you guys have heard of him. I used to be very jealous of him. Things have changed though I feel like I'm proud of him than anything else.
Also I noticed I am talking slower. I don't feel like I'm being rushed anymore to get it all out before people stop noticing me. And because of that I am communicating more effectively.
When i am walking around in public now I have so little social anxiety that its kinda weird. But for some reason as soon as i notice this in my head i say "Oh sh*t this is awesome!" Then all of a sudden a slight wave of anxiety comes over me. I think i need to stop worrying if the program is working or not.
