10-31-2017, 11:54 AM
Ah, the end of stage 2! What a month! I lost people and my job (which I detested, so yay), got a personal trainer, and got really focused on moulding my best ‘me’. Today marks my 4th birthday spent solo and I don’t mind at all. I’d much rather evolve into the woman I want to be and attract a high quality partner, than settle for Mr Not Quite Right. My biggest struggle at the moment is reconciling my last true friendship...it is inconsistent and unsatisfying in several ways, yet when it’s good, it’s great. This past week has seen me really pull away mentally, and in some ways I’m grieving the loss of this before it truly happens. I know what I want/deserve, but walking away from something you thought would last an eon is tough. Here’s hoping stage 3 is a good one.
