Day 12
STM (58h 44m)
DAOS2 2nd Run (21h 51m)
It wasn't in my plan to go back here and write in this journal now. I wanted to know whether or not my game will be different if P***** isn't around.
There's this other wingman who texted me a few days ago, inviting me to sarge. Let's call him Chiz. He's a newbie, and I'm the one who introduced him in person to some members of our local PUA community.
I told him, "Let's do it next week". It may not be a good idea to have him around while I am learning with P*****. There would be three of us then, and if I really want to focus on improving my game, two wingmen—one of whom is strong and the other weak—may not be easy to handle.
However, I didn't see positive changes in my game during my last time with P*****. I have not yet achieved my goal for the week, which is seriously practice making approaching automatic. I have one day left, and that is today. I wonder if my game will be different with another wingman.
I texted Chiz two days ago, this time, I was the one inviting him to sarge with me. He seemed cheerful. But I noticed that he wanted to sarge with other pickup artists.
Knowing game and the Laws of Power, as well as observing him in the past, I could assume that he's just being polite with me. He's that guy who admires and respects great PUAs, and I'm not that PUA. If he'd be honest, he would've said, "I couldn't sarge with you only. You're no better than me. I won't gain anything".
Anyway, I told him, "At the moment, I can't get other PUAs to come with us. I just want to know if we could make it a habit, say, once a week. Can we do that?"
He said, "Of course, we're partners, right?"
I set the time at 11 in the morning, he agreed.
The next day, however, Chiz told me that another PUA, who I previously introduced to him, would like to join us. I know that he sees this other PUA better than us, and he expects that he's improved a lot more since the last time we met. Let's call this other guy Jomel.
I have a problem with Jomel though. He's young and idealistic, insulting, backstabber, and vague with his motives. I don't want to sarge with him this time. But since they've already talked about that, I said, "It's fine with me. We can start sarging at 11AM. Then after 2 hours, let's go to the location Jomel prefers."
He was happy. I told him, "I'll do my best to arrive on time," to which he replied, "Me too".
So I prepared everything the night before. I bought a new outfit, which cost me $43—such an investment!—washed them and hanged them outside to dry.
This morning, I was ready to meet him, so I texted him that I was on my way. That's 30 minutes before the time we agreed to meet. He immediately replied,
That moment, I'd like to curse this guy. He doesn't respect my time. I suspect, he's just made up all these excuses after he received my message. I just had more reason not to treat him as a serious sarge buddy. Besides, it's becoming clear to me that this talk shit only wants to kiss Jomel's ass.
Looking at it positively though, I'm glad I now have time to go to the gym today, write in this journal, and probably, write two more articles for my blog.
Everyone's gaming. Just look around. People fool each other, deceive each other, in their attempts to get the better slice of good things for themselves. You can't be 100% authentic to everyone around you. Always ask why they treat you in ways they treat you. Always think about the motives behind everyone's actions.
STM (58h 44m)
DAOS2 2nd Run (21h 51m)
It wasn't in my plan to go back here and write in this journal now. I wanted to know whether or not my game will be different if P***** isn't around.
There's this other wingman who texted me a few days ago, inviting me to sarge. Let's call him Chiz. He's a newbie, and I'm the one who introduced him in person to some members of our local PUA community.
I told him, "Let's do it next week". It may not be a good idea to have him around while I am learning with P*****. There would be three of us then, and if I really want to focus on improving my game, two wingmen—one of whom is strong and the other weak—may not be easy to handle.
However, I didn't see positive changes in my game during my last time with P*****. I have not yet achieved my goal for the week, which is seriously practice making approaching automatic. I have one day left, and that is today. I wonder if my game will be different with another wingman.
I texted Chiz two days ago, this time, I was the one inviting him to sarge with me. He seemed cheerful. But I noticed that he wanted to sarge with other pickup artists.
Knowing game and the Laws of Power, as well as observing him in the past, I could assume that he's just being polite with me. He's that guy who admires and respects great PUAs, and I'm not that PUA. If he'd be honest, he would've said, "I couldn't sarge with you only. You're no better than me. I won't gain anything".
Anyway, I told him, "At the moment, I can't get other PUAs to come with us. I just want to know if we could make it a habit, say, once a week. Can we do that?"
He said, "Of course, we're partners, right?"
I set the time at 11 in the morning, he agreed.
The next day, however, Chiz told me that another PUA, who I previously introduced to him, would like to join us. I know that he sees this other PUA better than us, and he expects that he's improved a lot more since the last time we met. Let's call this other guy Jomel.
I have a problem with Jomel though. He's young and idealistic, insulting, backstabber, and vague with his motives. I don't want to sarge with him this time. But since they've already talked about that, I said, "It's fine with me. We can start sarging at 11AM. Then after 2 hours, let's go to the location Jomel prefers."
He was happy. I told him, "I'll do my best to arrive on time," to which he replied, "Me too".
So I prepared everything the night before. I bought a new outfit, which cost me $43—such an investment!—washed them and hanged them outside to dry.
This morning, I was ready to meet him, so I texted him that I was on my way. That's 30 minutes before the time we agreed to meet. He immediately replied,
Quote:"Bro, you can go there first. We're just gonna go to the Church. I forgot to tell you I'll attend a christening. I'll see you by 3PM."
That moment, I'd like to curse this guy. He doesn't respect my time. I suspect, he's just made up all these excuses after he received my message. I just had more reason not to treat him as a serious sarge buddy. Besides, it's becoming clear to me that this talk shit only wants to kiss Jomel's ass.
Looking at it positively though, I'm glad I now have time to go to the gym today, write in this journal, and probably, write two more articles for my blog.
Everyone's gaming. Just look around. People fool each other, deceive each other, in their attempts to get the better slice of good things for themselves. You can't be 100% authentic to everyone around you. Always ask why they treat you in ways they treat you. Always think about the motives behind everyone's actions.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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