Day 13 (139h 30m)↑
I did finish the online course I previously mentioned. That cost me 48 hours of waking consciousness. I made it to the deadline. I count it as one goal achieved for this year.
There's this interesting guy in the news. He was a gang leader, a murderer of innocent people, a bank robber, a drug lord... a high-profile inmate in the national penitentiary. Now, he's testifying against a high-profile politician. It seems everyone likes him.
He took charge of the court atmosphere. He made it so fun and lively you'll forget that he is a criminal. In the comments, I saw many women were turned on. You add to that that he is actually uneducated, came from a very poor economic background (just like me), hooked up with the pretty daughter of a city mayor, became chairman of inmates in the penitentiary, released a music album and became an award-winning recording artist. With his fun persona, you will see that this guy's got "the thing" that a lot of men don't have—call it charm, magnetic appeal, alpha personality, whatever. The media men, the lawyers, and even the court judges were impressed by him. Now, people express care for that devil who harmed many.
Disregarding his criminal records, I asked how can I be like him? His coolness competes with the coolness of our badass President. It's becoming a country of cool folks.
I was sleepy and the loud music outside brought me into some kind of ecstatic transcendence. The party outside had lots of nice looking poor teenagers singing, dancing, and drinking beers. I never participated in such parties before, but what if I did? I wonder how many nice-looking girls had I laid if only I did.
Eventually, I slept and had an interesting dream—I had a lovely girlfriend, then a wife, and then an adorable baby. I forgot the details, but I liked it.
When I woke up, however, my mind kept showing me erotic images with nice-looking girls. I'd get so horny but when I'd open my eyes, the horniness will be gone. Then I'd turn my body and close my eyes, and then the same thing will happen—I'd have a huge boner but at that point when I'd open my eyes, the horny feeling will melt away as if I just went into an alternate reality. Then I rose up and saw that I had lots of things to do. Later it seemed the horny feelings did not even happen. I then realized that I have control over my libido! I had not fapped since Day 9.
This post is getting longer than I planned. Let's stop here for now.
I did finish the online course I previously mentioned. That cost me 48 hours of waking consciousness. I made it to the deadline. I count it as one goal achieved for this year.
There's this interesting guy in the news. He was a gang leader, a murderer of innocent people, a bank robber, a drug lord... a high-profile inmate in the national penitentiary. Now, he's testifying against a high-profile politician. It seems everyone likes him.
He took charge of the court atmosphere. He made it so fun and lively you'll forget that he is a criminal. In the comments, I saw many women were turned on. You add to that that he is actually uneducated, came from a very poor economic background (just like me), hooked up with the pretty daughter of a city mayor, became chairman of inmates in the penitentiary, released a music album and became an award-winning recording artist. With his fun persona, you will see that this guy's got "the thing" that a lot of men don't have—call it charm, magnetic appeal, alpha personality, whatever. The media men, the lawyers, and even the court judges were impressed by him. Now, people express care for that devil who harmed many.
Disregarding his criminal records, I asked how can I be like him? His coolness competes with the coolness of our badass President. It's becoming a country of cool folks.
I was sleepy and the loud music outside brought me into some kind of ecstatic transcendence. The party outside had lots of nice looking poor teenagers singing, dancing, and drinking beers. I never participated in such parties before, but what if I did? I wonder how many nice-looking girls had I laid if only I did.
Eventually, I slept and had an interesting dream—I had a lovely girlfriend, then a wife, and then an adorable baby. I forgot the details, but I liked it.
When I woke up, however, my mind kept showing me erotic images with nice-looking girls. I'd get so horny but when I'd open my eyes, the horniness will be gone. Then I'd turn my body and close my eyes, and then the same thing will happen—I'd have a huge boner but at that point when I'd open my eyes, the horny feeling will melt away as if I just went into an alternate reality. Then I rose up and saw that I had lots of things to do. Later it seemed the horny feelings did not even happen. I then realized that I have control over my libido! I had not fapped since Day 9.
This post is getting longer than I planned. Let's stop here for now.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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