Day 9 (94h 50m)↑
Shits have been following me since yesterday, and it was raining. I felt really negative. And I fapped. And I spent hours reading a senseless book, which I started after seeing this big spider, which in Voodoo tradition is a sign of hope. (I don't know how did that get inside my apartment, but I gave myself a chance to be superstitious.)
Then I spent more hours watching pathetic scenes of my country's politics. So, I'm now considering to block YouTube in my browser.
I can't focus so much on anything. Perhaps, I should stop masturbation. Let's start that today.
In terms of satisfactoriness, the day has been a 2 of 10, which isn't pretty. I'd keep this post short 'cause I don't want to talk about negative things.
Shits have been following me since yesterday, and it was raining. I felt really negative. And I fapped. And I spent hours reading a senseless book, which I started after seeing this big spider, which in Voodoo tradition is a sign of hope. (I don't know how did that get inside my apartment, but I gave myself a chance to be superstitious.)
Then I spent more hours watching pathetic scenes of my country's politics. So, I'm now considering to block YouTube in my browser.
I can't focus so much on anything. Perhaps, I should stop masturbation. Let's start that today.
In terms of satisfactoriness, the day has been a 2 of 10, which isn't pretty. I'd keep this post short 'cause I don't want to talk about negative things.