Day 4 (43h 35m)↑
I probably had more than 8 hours of exposure to this sub yesterday but I can't be so accurate because my count up timer stopped working.
I have some problem in my business today. One of the people who works for me quit after a client paid for her services. Worse, I don't feel motivated to work on anything.
Some part of me shouts that I can't afford to be so passive in my life while my competition are so active working on their careers and relationships.
In the game, there's this mantra we say whenever one feels so low that he just doesn't feel like approaching women, "Just do it!" And that's what I think I should do right now. Stop the sluggishness and just perform even if I'm not motivated.
I read an article, written by a woman, saying that to overcome a crisis of confidence―that is finding so many excuses not to do what you want to do―you need to go back to your "why". Recall all the reasons why you need to perform and relate them to your most cherished values. In my case, recalling my "why" makes me so angry, and though it worked well in achieving my goals when I was younger, operating life fueled by anger is so taxing on my part this time. I now want to live with more neutral and positive feelings, rather than be so driven by negative emotions, such as anger.
Anyway, I'll now start working again...
I probably had more than 8 hours of exposure to this sub yesterday but I can't be so accurate because my count up timer stopped working.
I have some problem in my business today. One of the people who works for me quit after a client paid for her services. Worse, I don't feel motivated to work on anything.
Some part of me shouts that I can't afford to be so passive in my life while my competition are so active working on their careers and relationships.
In the game, there's this mantra we say whenever one feels so low that he just doesn't feel like approaching women, "Just do it!" And that's what I think I should do right now. Stop the sluggishness and just perform even if I'm not motivated.
I read an article, written by a woman, saying that to overcome a crisis of confidence―that is finding so many excuses not to do what you want to do―you need to go back to your "why". Recall all the reasons why you need to perform and relate them to your most cherished values. In my case, recalling my "why" makes me so angry, and though it worked well in achieving my goals when I was younger, operating life fueled by anger is so taxing on my part this time. I now want to live with more neutral and positive feelings, rather than be so driven by negative emotions, such as anger.
Anyway, I'll now start working again...