(10-12-2020, 02:38 PM)JamesM Wrote: Days 7-8
These days off suck a cock. Not in a good way either, like getting my cock sucked or getting through something bad to get rid of it forever. My DRS has pretty much been reduced to zero after being worn out by incoming negativity and having no instructions to replenish it.
The emotional crap that was dredged up and started to heal has been static at the tip of consciousness, making me feel emotionally terrible for no apparent payoff. I wouldn't mind if something was being done with it, but it's bad enough that I'd consider running the useless pain remover to make it stop. It's not just emotionally unpleasant, it is exerting physical pressure is a few different parts of my brain.
If TID is supposed to give me the feeling of using it on off days, that's a big swing and a miss thus far.
Just throwing this out there, but if the creation and strengthening of a DRS is something that could be done consciously, I'd buy that course.
I also had that problem back when I started DRS. Shannon gave me permission to run some extra DRS both on days on and even on days off when I badly felt the need. But that was stand-alone DRS, you cannot do that with this program.
Maybe you should reduce the days off to two next time. The standard advice is to wait for two ASRB cycles before making changes but since you felt so strongly twice (both in days in and on days off), you might want to try and reduce your off days by one next time already.