03-14-2016, 08:30 AM
Was writing this essay today, everything was going great and I was feeling very confident, until a moment that I started reliving my past in my head (subject was something in the lines of "Your best memory from childhood"), SO MUCH negativity surfaced all at once and in 5 minutes all of my confidence was gone, I felt like shit and have been in a sort of a daze ever since. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK? This has happened quite a lot in the past, I'm not quite sure what triggers this, but every time this happens it saps all of my energy within minutes if not even seconds leaving me in this feeling of absolute emotional overwhelmed feeling after which it's hard to understand anything that's going on. Literally, like I can't even understand what people are saying after this wave of absolute emotional mindfuck overcomes me. Not only am I incredibly tired, but it's like my intelligence drops from 100% down to 2%.
Has anyone got any insight about what this might be? Or can just relate to this?
Has anyone got any insight about what this might be? Or can just relate to this?
