ASC 5G

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You said your old habbits are coming back. How long after finishing AM the second time did the effects start to fade? I felt them start to fade about a month after. But it was my first run of AM5.

I wouldn't say effects are fading, but issues are not completely overcome and come back albeit a "lighter" version. If I can explain this another way, consider these few example of issues before using AM:

- seeking validation from others 100%
- caring what others think of me 100%
- neediness 100%

After a few weeks of completing AM2011 these has stabilized to:
- seeking validation from others 40%
- caring what others think of me 20%
- neediness 30%

After a few weeks of AM5:
- seeking validation from others 10%
- caring what others thinking of me 10%
- neediness 20%

I'm more aware when my issues come up from time to time unlike before using any sub where I was helpless to what I was feeling, babbling to my friends what I'm going through like a little kid, being all emotional and just wallows in misery. My emotional intelligence definitely increased over the years using subs and is still improving.

I did ASC 5g as my first sub and that was exactly my problem. Running out of things to say. Probably due to tension and caring too much about what you say. Inner game is very important.
WM sounds like a good plan. Have you considered AM6? Because unfortunately WM cannot work as intended without it.

Believe me when I say I'd run AM6 in a heartbeat given that I could afford it. AM series is life changing, always comes out a better man, and this is definitely in my future. Inner game IS AM.

For now I could re-use AM5 but I feel that I want to explore being playful, acquire the gift of gab and having the time of my life. Besides, I've already started WM2