07-04-2014, 11:34 PM
Stage 3 day 27:
I had to force myself to write this one.
I have been in some resistance recently. It wasn't too much easy to overcome them but I got it handled.
This resistance got a bit more pronounced due to a minor car accident I made. But I recovered pretty easily. I’m learning everyday, it’s one more experience.
I had to quiet my current school because I’m not moving forward with them but backward. So on the working area I’m a bit lost right now. I’m a bit motivated to do things but I want to find something worth working for, something I like/love to do.
The resistance seems to be gone right now. I’m at peace for now.
One thing I didn't report until now is that since ~1 month I care a lot about what I eat and I like to eat things healthy.
In the girls area I didn't notice anything relevant yet besides my dreaming seems to go toward that area since yesterday. I don’t report my dreams anymore because I got too much of them. I don’t feel like approaching any girls right now, talk to them why not but approaching/seducing is not my focus currently, neediness seems to decrease.
I had to force myself to write this one.
I have been in some resistance recently. It wasn't too much easy to overcome them but I got it handled.
This resistance got a bit more pronounced due to a minor car accident I made. But I recovered pretty easily. I’m learning everyday, it’s one more experience.
I had to quiet my current school because I’m not moving forward with them but backward. So on the working area I’m a bit lost right now. I’m a bit motivated to do things but I want to find something worth working for, something I like/love to do.
The resistance seems to be gone right now. I’m at peace for now.
One thing I didn't report until now is that since ~1 month I care a lot about what I eat and I like to eat things healthy.
In the girls area I didn't notice anything relevant yet besides my dreaming seems to go toward that area since yesterday. I don’t report my dreams anymore because I got too much of them. I don’t feel like approaching any girls right now, talk to them why not but approaching/seducing is not my focus currently, neediness seems to decrease.
