05-31-2014, 10:58 PM
Nothing amazing for the moment. I'm seeing small enchantment on my behavior.
I'm actually a bit more fearful since a week ago, I guess I'm breaking a new wall right now.
But it's definitely working, I see my goal more clearer since I started. I have seen a lot of woman checking me but It's seems a bit gone right now probably because I'm fighting this fear inside.
I was a bit more joyful in the first stage, this second stage my reaction was more firm/harsh around people especially my father. Because he is the person who is pulling me back in his religious term.
I'm in a situation where I can do much for the moment but I think things will get fine slowly. I'm making plans to get what I want, I see more opportunity to have fun in my homeland.
I'm also removing a lot GSF because of my religious background, especially on the sex department.
I have recently notice an improvement in my body language yesterday, and I was fu** excited/horny.
My motivation to read since 2 weeks to come back and it's more refined, I take it little by little. I'm reading for the 3rd time “How to become an Alpha Male”, I still got room for improvement with this. I'm reading less the forum thread, my thinking about what people wrote sometimes is rough so I prefer not to comment. I have finally made a video about me talking to see where I mess up when I'm talking and to record my improvement.
Overall my reaction to this 2 stage was pretty much the same as the other, a bit more obvious because of my first run with AM5. And I wasn't too tired, seems like 10 hours with headphone is fine.
Thanks for asking, I was a bit lazy to write about all this, it's small details I tend to forget after noticing them.
I'm actually a bit more fearful since a week ago, I guess I'm breaking a new wall right now.
But it's definitely working, I see my goal more clearer since I started. I have seen a lot of woman checking me but It's seems a bit gone right now probably because I'm fighting this fear inside.
I was a bit more joyful in the first stage, this second stage my reaction was more firm/harsh around people especially my father. Because he is the person who is pulling me back in his religious term.
I'm in a situation where I can do much for the moment but I think things will get fine slowly. I'm making plans to get what I want, I see more opportunity to have fun in my homeland.
I'm also removing a lot GSF because of my religious background, especially on the sex department.
I have recently notice an improvement in my body language yesterday, and I was fu** excited/horny.
My motivation to read since 2 weeks to come back and it's more refined, I take it little by little. I'm reading for the 3rd time “How to become an Alpha Male”, I still got room for improvement with this. I'm reading less the forum thread, my thinking about what people wrote sometimes is rough so I prefer not to comment. I have finally made a video about me talking to see where I mess up when I'm talking and to record my improvement.
Overall my reaction to this 2 stage was pretty much the same as the other, a bit more obvious because of my first run with AM5. And I wasn't too tired, seems like 10 hours with headphone is fine.
Thanks for asking, I was a bit lazy to write about all this, it's small details I tend to forget after noticing them.