05-15-2014, 10:13 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-15-2014, 10:13 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage 2 day 8:
I have been thinking about this : who I am, this little consciousness restricted to around 6 operation/second.
Also I'm thinking about a fear like If I die and I didn't accomplish what I wanted.
But I have been in a state of hight relaxing and enjoying my time alone, just being there with myself, thinking about strategies, myself around others, how I'm perceived by them. How I shift my awareness to think like other in order to they see how they see the world. how to find this empathy to feel how other would feel a situation and how to relate to them accordingly in the best way possible. I had this feeling about a power inside of me, like self validation I think, like I can count on my left, it feels great, I had this same feeling in the first stage but this time it's more pronounced more refined.
I read the WM2 product page again and every time it's like I discover new stuff hiding in there. My perception of things change so fast so every time it's different. I have been thinking about using SM3 instead of WM2 because I thought I need to erase completely this remaining nice guy and get this raw powerful attitude. But now I think I'm just overreacting about this. I will do as I planed before : one year WM after my one year AM. Because if I do SM3 I don't think I can do it for 1 year due to business. And WM2 will bring me this communication boost with woman and this life enjoying attitude and way more.
I think I'm going to read again the John Alexander's book “How to become an AM”, I think I will see things I didn't in my 2 previous reading. I'm currently reading a book called “ Body language how to read others thoughts by their gestures” by Allan Pease and then I going to read “Figuring Out People (Nlp Metaprograms)” by Michael Hall. My reading motivation is back but I'm less greedy about it.
I have been thinking about this : who I am, this little consciousness restricted to around 6 operation/second.
Also I'm thinking about a fear like If I die and I didn't accomplish what I wanted.
But I have been in a state of hight relaxing and enjoying my time alone, just being there with myself, thinking about strategies, myself around others, how I'm perceived by them. How I shift my awareness to think like other in order to they see how they see the world. how to find this empathy to feel how other would feel a situation and how to relate to them accordingly in the best way possible. I had this feeling about a power inside of me, like self validation I think, like I can count on my left, it feels great, I had this same feeling in the first stage but this time it's more pronounced more refined.
I read the WM2 product page again and every time it's like I discover new stuff hiding in there. My perception of things change so fast so every time it's different. I have been thinking about using SM3 instead of WM2 because I thought I need to erase completely this remaining nice guy and get this raw powerful attitude. But now I think I'm just overreacting about this. I will do as I planed before : one year WM after my one year AM. Because if I do SM3 I don't think I can do it for 1 year due to business. And WM2 will bring me this communication boost with woman and this life enjoying attitude and way more.
I think I'm going to read again the John Alexander's book “How to become an AM”, I think I will see things I didn't in my 2 previous reading. I'm currently reading a book called “ Body language how to read others thoughts by their gestures” by Allan Pease and then I going to read “Figuring Out People (Nlp Metaprograms)” by Michael Hall. My reading motivation is back but I'm less greedy about it.
