03-05-2015, 02:44 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-07-2015, 07:42 PM by JakeKennedy.)
So far stage 5 has been a disaster. It feels like at least two steps back. The deep voice I had developed in stage 4 is gone. Roughly 50% of the extra confidence I have developed throughout the program is gone. All of my sex drive is gone. This morning I watched my 6' blonde gf undress in front of me. I couldn't help but think how she should be modeling and how hot she looked. Despite this I had no interest in sex even though I haven't been laid in over a week which is a long time for me. Before stage 5 I was set to do SM3 after AM6 is finished. Now suddenly I have no interest in it. We will see. Normally my sex drive is super high and I'm always down to f***. Hopefully things turn around. It has been a very strange and discouraging week.
Edit: The reason for the lack of sex drive ended up being due to a kidney infection. I continued to run AM6 with the same number of hours during the illness and finishing on schedule. It did however take 3 weeks to fully regain normal levels of energy and sex drive. So what I initially perceived as overwhelming resistance ended up being due to an unrelated illness.
Edit: The reason for the lack of sex drive ended up being due to a kidney infection. I continued to run AM6 with the same number of hours during the illness and finishing on schedule. It did however take 3 weeks to fully regain normal levels of energy and sex drive. So what I initially perceived as overwhelming resistance ended up being due to an unrelated illness.
Grit