11-16-2014, 08:54 AM
Day 22 AM6: most of the resistance and strange dreams I experienced in the first two weeks have subsided. Stage 1 seems to have made me more aware of my beta behavior. I haven't noticed significant changes in myself toward alpha behavior but I find myself saying in my head, "wow that was beta". In the past I wouldn't have even realized this.
On a side note I have had a revelation about myself. Not sure if this is normal or dysfunctional but I seem to equate love with sex. In my current and past relationships the more sex I am having with a girl the more I am romantic towards her. At times when the sex is less frequent I tend to treat females like one of the boys or become more distant. Dysfunctional?
On a side note I have had a revelation about myself. Not sure if this is normal or dysfunctional but I seem to equate love with sex. In my current and past relationships the more sex I am having with a girl the more I am romantic towards her. At times when the sex is less frequent I tend to treat females like one of the boys or become more distant. Dysfunctional?
Grit
