02-04-2016, 01:59 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-04-2016, 01:59 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage 6 Day 19:
I had my first very good sexual dream with this stage, it's been a long time.
Since 5 days ago it seems my sexual drive is getting up again. I'm more motivated, I'm bored if I don't do something productive and I begin to think that's a very good thing. Though it's irritating sometimes as I can't relax and do nothing.
I have little care to update my journal as I don't feel like reporting or telling my little story. Attraction from girl seems less than in Stage 5 though but they still pay attention, notice me. I went to a school yesterday and I was very social, I didn't know anyone but after the first day I talked to everyone and made a few connection, including a girl, it was effortless, I started conversation with anyone naturally. Everyone here was a bit shy and I felt like it was stupid. I noticed 2 pretty girl from another class were checking me out with my side vision, they seems curious about me. The main woman taking charge in the school, a beautiful women around 40 seems to enjoy my presence and I like her too. It seems much more easier to connect with anyone now as long as they are not shy.
I just bought SM3 I should run it after, I bought it now because the Euro currency is falling like crazy, I don't want to buy SM3 at 550euro instead of 450euro.
PS: I already forgot about my Ex and my Ex sex friends. I used some bach flower though it's very effective it seems.
I had my first very good sexual dream with this stage, it's been a long time.
Since 5 days ago it seems my sexual drive is getting up again. I'm more motivated, I'm bored if I don't do something productive and I begin to think that's a very good thing. Though it's irritating sometimes as I can't relax and do nothing.
I have little care to update my journal as I don't feel like reporting or telling my little story. Attraction from girl seems less than in Stage 5 though but they still pay attention, notice me. I went to a school yesterday and I was very social, I didn't know anyone but after the first day I talked to everyone and made a few connection, including a girl, it was effortless, I started conversation with anyone naturally. Everyone here was a bit shy and I felt like it was stupid. I noticed 2 pretty girl from another class were checking me out with my side vision, they seems curious about me. The main woman taking charge in the school, a beautiful women around 40 seems to enjoy my presence and I like her too. It seems much more easier to connect with anyone now as long as they are not shy.
I just bought SM3 I should run it after, I bought it now because the Euro currency is falling like crazy, I don't want to buy SM3 at 550euro instead of 450euro.
PS: I already forgot about my Ex and my Ex sex friends. I used some bach flower though it's very effective it seems.
