08-31-2015, 03:48 AM
Stage 1 day 23:
Not really related to AM6:
I'm searching for a tool to accelerate my growth and this time I actually find one that works very well, and very fast. Thanks to AM6 which motivated me to learn more about what I was learning in my last AM6 run (doesn't seems like a coincidence).
This tool is the bach flower remedies, last time I used them I didn't really know if they actually worked on me and I guess they did but I didn't notice it, I was very unsure about it. I used it for more than a month and then I didn't use them, lazy I was.
This time I learn a complete course about it, I found the more apparent personality problem I had and I used the remedy for that problem.
The problem I have/had and that I'm removing:
I feel unloved and abandoned, I never noticed it before using Bach Flower (I used astrology to find that problem, I'll add a post about it in the astrology thread, ask me question about it there, not in this thread).
It's strange because I felt that I actually loved myself since I used AM5/6. But I guess I was in a middle ground, reverting back to my old pattern from time to time.
So my attitude/complex was that I felt unloved, or abandoned, as a result I was manipulative and possessive.
But this was deep buried inside and as a compensation I acted like I didn't need anyone, I became reserved, cold, and/or proud. And in my worst moment I was very critical and intolerant. I was criticizing others as an unconscious attempt to make myself better.
I only thing I was aware of was that I was a very critical person, I criticized a lot. Before using subliminal this behavior was worse. But I didn't realized I was actually intolerant.
3 bach flower are used to treat this problem, first you have to use Beech to treat intolerance then Water violet to remove the compensation (reserved/cold) and then Chicory to treat the root problem, according to my online teacher once you removed the root problem you will most of time of time never fall back to that problem unless you have a major crisis in your life.
Three days ago I made a Bach flower mix with Chicory and some other stuff not related to this problem. I didn't notice any improvement, I wasn't feeling very good since I stopped my last treatment with Beech inside 5 days ago. So 2 days after this chicory treatment I went to a club and I realized I was very intolerant to the people around. So I decided to do another mix.
This time I put the 3 bach flower so I'm sure I kill that problem.
Just after putting it under my tongue I felt an immediate relief and through the day I felt way better.
During the 2 days following that treatment I realized more and more when I was actually being manipulative, intolerant, cold, etc.
But at that time I wasn't sure that the bach flower was curing me or if it was just me being aware of my problem with astrology. I wasn't really optimist about it even if I was almost sure that the Bach flower worked because it was very improbable that my trusted source was lying. According to him some people feel the result in 3 days, a month for the slowest person.
Then I decided to cure my other problem which was me feeling hopeless, not very optimistic like my life wasn't really meaningful. So I added Wild Oat to my mix. And 10mins later I realized how good I felt afterward and how stupid I was to be so pessimistic when I was almost sure I was able to cure all this problem.
Not really related to AM6:
I'm searching for a tool to accelerate my growth and this time I actually find one that works very well, and very fast. Thanks to AM6 which motivated me to learn more about what I was learning in my last AM6 run (doesn't seems like a coincidence).
This tool is the bach flower remedies, last time I used them I didn't really know if they actually worked on me and I guess they did but I didn't notice it, I was very unsure about it. I used it for more than a month and then I didn't use them, lazy I was.
This time I learn a complete course about it, I found the more apparent personality problem I had and I used the remedy for that problem.
The problem I have/had and that I'm removing:
I feel unloved and abandoned, I never noticed it before using Bach Flower (I used astrology to find that problem, I'll add a post about it in the astrology thread, ask me question about it there, not in this thread).
It's strange because I felt that I actually loved myself since I used AM5/6. But I guess I was in a middle ground, reverting back to my old pattern from time to time.
So my attitude/complex was that I felt unloved, or abandoned, as a result I was manipulative and possessive.
But this was deep buried inside and as a compensation I acted like I didn't need anyone, I became reserved, cold, and/or proud. And in my worst moment I was very critical and intolerant. I was criticizing others as an unconscious attempt to make myself better.
I only thing I was aware of was that I was a very critical person, I criticized a lot. Before using subliminal this behavior was worse. But I didn't realized I was actually intolerant.
3 bach flower are used to treat this problem, first you have to use Beech to treat intolerance then Water violet to remove the compensation (reserved/cold) and then Chicory to treat the root problem, according to my online teacher once you removed the root problem you will most of time of time never fall back to that problem unless you have a major crisis in your life.
Three days ago I made a Bach flower mix with Chicory and some other stuff not related to this problem. I didn't notice any improvement, I wasn't feeling very good since I stopped my last treatment with Beech inside 5 days ago. So 2 days after this chicory treatment I went to a club and I realized I was very intolerant to the people around. So I decided to do another mix.
This time I put the 3 bach flower so I'm sure I kill that problem.
Just after putting it under my tongue I felt an immediate relief and through the day I felt way better.
During the 2 days following that treatment I realized more and more when I was actually being manipulative, intolerant, cold, etc.
But at that time I wasn't sure that the bach flower was curing me or if it was just me being aware of my problem with astrology. I wasn't really optimist about it even if I was almost sure that the Bach flower worked because it was very improbable that my trusted source was lying. According to him some people feel the result in 3 days, a month for the slowest person.
Then I decided to cure my other problem which was me feeling hopeless, not very optimistic like my life wasn't really meaningful. So I added Wild Oat to my mix. And 10mins later I realized how good I felt afterward and how stupid I was to be so pessimistic when I was almost sure I was able to cure all this problem.
