08-12-2015, 06:13 AM
Stage 1 day 4:
I can confirm that I'm more angry with people around, bs behavior is more repulsive.
I am more motivated, I joked a lot, I play more, I enjoy more. I clean a bit my room and it was easy to do, but it's still a mess.
Going to sleep with the subliminal on is less easy than without. It's still easy but It's like my body is somehow moving a lot, agitated. My dreams are strange, when I begin to sleep it's like I don't know where I am, It's like I jump from dream to dream very fast, and I go from unconsciousness to almost consciousness a lot, It's like I'm half awake for 2 hours before I really sleep. It feels like resistance but I feel awesome so I don't know.
Little side story with my Ex:
Yesterday I went out to watch a movie with her, she asked me out because she said she was very angry and wanted to go out with me, like a date but as friend
So I took her out with my car, took her from her home to town (20min away from town).
Just before I took her, I put some Bad Wolf pheromone on me (5 drop on throat).
In the way to the movie I didn't notice much from her, she was unusually calm. I joked about it a lot. As it's rare she is calm.
When we arrived she began to talk about her new boyfriend, that he begins to be jealous. That she begins to dislike the relation because it reminds her one boyfriend she had (long term).
When we began to eat she asked me indirect stuff about our relation like: what the worst thing you did, if you could change that event, if you could do it again.
All the thing she did seems like it was planned from the beginning. She picked an horror movie so she can hold me while she fake to be afraid. She picked a seat that was very not crowed on purpose. But the movies was lame and not scary enough, it was boring. But even with that she faked to be afraid at one point and she hold me like she was really scared. I could see she was actually scared that I noticed her acting
All that so she try to know If would go back to be her boyfriend but mind you she will never admit it. She doesn't even admit her jealousy which is so obvious. She try to make me jealous with her new boyfriend, I even think she is with him only because I broke up with her. She told she did a blowjob to her new boyfriend. The thing she refused to do with me because she tried to manipulate me with sex.
Why did I share that? >> some girls will do everything they can to control you, to manipulate you and there is no end to it.
I can confirm that I'm more angry with people around, bs behavior is more repulsive.
I am more motivated, I joked a lot, I play more, I enjoy more. I clean a bit my room and it was easy to do, but it's still a mess.
Going to sleep with the subliminal on is less easy than without. It's still easy but It's like my body is somehow moving a lot, agitated. My dreams are strange, when I begin to sleep it's like I don't know where I am, It's like I jump from dream to dream very fast, and I go from unconsciousness to almost consciousness a lot, It's like I'm half awake for 2 hours before I really sleep. It feels like resistance but I feel awesome so I don't know.
Little side story with my Ex:
Yesterday I went out to watch a movie with her, she asked me out because she said she was very angry and wanted to go out with me, like a date but as friend
So I took her out with my car, took her from her home to town (20min away from town).
Just before I took her, I put some Bad Wolf pheromone on me (5 drop on throat).
In the way to the movie I didn't notice much from her, she was unusually calm. I joked about it a lot. As it's rare she is calm.
When we arrived she began to talk about her new boyfriend, that he begins to be jealous. That she begins to dislike the relation because it reminds her one boyfriend she had (long term).
When we began to eat she asked me indirect stuff about our relation like: what the worst thing you did, if you could change that event, if you could do it again.
All the thing she did seems like it was planned from the beginning. She picked an horror movie so she can hold me while she fake to be afraid. She picked a seat that was very not crowed on purpose. But the movies was lame and not scary enough, it was boring. But even with that she faked to be afraid at one point and she hold me like she was really scared. I could see she was actually scared that I noticed her acting
All that so she try to know If would go back to be her boyfriend but mind you she will never admit it. She doesn't even admit her jealousy which is so obvious. She try to make me jealous with her new boyfriend, I even think she is with him only because I broke up with her. She told she did a blowjob to her new boyfriend. The thing she refused to do with me because she tried to manipulate me with sex.
Why did I share that? >> some girls will do everything they can to control you, to manipulate you and there is no end to it.
