08-09-2015, 10:49 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-09-2015, 10:50 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage 1 day 2:
I had a dream where I was back at school, I was in a classroom with 2 very beautiful woman, I liked them, I would say a 10 easily and my type. The problem was that the teacher (a fat female) was very cruel to me. I was very angry and I couldn't help myself but tell the teacher what I think about her. He was threatening me, telling if I keep doing that I won't stay here and I will be rejected from this school. It was very hard to hold back, I tried to stay low but it was like impossible, every time I said something it was irritating to the teacher. And this 2 girls were watching me closely, they were attracted to me. It felt like a test, a test dream. The question was: Are you willing to risk everything, to say what you really think even if it meant you will be fired? Will you stay true to yourself even when this 2 awesome girls are here watching you?
I had a lot of dreams this night, I think every 3 hours I woke up, in another dream I was at home, it was like war, as there were some tanks, I tried to get into one of them but I failed.
It was clear AM6 was affecting me, with ASC I was dreaming differently, I didn't woke up every 3 hours. It was easy to go back to sleep as I was still half sleeping. It may be nice to mention that with hypnosis I can go to sleep very easily and most of the time I can put myself asleep in 15 minutes. That what I did when I first sleep as it didn't come naturally.
I was supposed to report only some important change every 15 days but I don't want to miss some details. I guess it's a way to measure how I feel in each stage. If I'm motivated or not. For now I feel very motivated, I want every details to be noted properly.
I had a dream where I was back at school, I was in a classroom with 2 very beautiful woman, I liked them, I would say a 10 easily and my type. The problem was that the teacher (a fat female) was very cruel to me. I was very angry and I couldn't help myself but tell the teacher what I think about her. He was threatening me, telling if I keep doing that I won't stay here and I will be rejected from this school. It was very hard to hold back, I tried to stay low but it was like impossible, every time I said something it was irritating to the teacher. And this 2 girls were watching me closely, they were attracted to me. It felt like a test, a test dream. The question was: Are you willing to risk everything, to say what you really think even if it meant you will be fired? Will you stay true to yourself even when this 2 awesome girls are here watching you?
I had a lot of dreams this night, I think every 3 hours I woke up, in another dream I was at home, it was like war, as there were some tanks, I tried to get into one of them but I failed.
It was clear AM6 was affecting me, with ASC I was dreaming differently, I didn't woke up every 3 hours. It was easy to go back to sleep as I was still half sleeping. It may be nice to mention that with hypnosis I can go to sleep very easily and most of the time I can put myself asleep in 15 minutes. That what I did when I first sleep as it didn't come naturally.
I was supposed to report only some important change every 15 days but I don't want to miss some details. I guess it's a way to measure how I feel in each stage. If I'm motivated or not. For now I feel very motivated, I want every details to be noted properly.