08-09-2015, 11:36 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-09-2015, 11:41 AM by JackOfHearts.)
First night I listen to AM6 stage 1, I listen for 9 hours instead of 8hours as I planned, I will listen 8 hours next time.
My dream was different from ASC. I dream that I woke up and my feelings were different, I dreamed that my face expression was more dominant/angry/manly but that I was still happy, joyful.
The difference from ASC is that I was not able to recognize that it was a dream. Usually when I dream I know that it's a dream, It's not a perfect consciousness but I know it's not reality. But when I dream last night I thought it was real, this kind of dream didn't happen with ASC but I remember it well when I was using AM6. I also dream about my cousin, I was even more merciless with him due to him behaving irrespectfully.
When I really woke up I felt more motivated, unconsciously I liked this listening so much that I wanted to add more hours. To listen more that I planned but I realized I can't do that (tinnitus) and this was AM6 programming me. Naturalizer didn't seem to work here as I realized it. I remember when I first listen to AM6 a year ago I felt similar, I felt motivated to do more and the different testimonials from AM6 first stage reveal the same pattern, people wanting to listen more, so much that some couldn't handle it the next stage.
Comparing ASC to AM6 I can see that AM6 is faster, more powerful. For sure the scripting is different. If I compare my dreaming experience, I can say that my dream was more intense with AM6. Just as I begin to listen the first hours when I wasn't sleeping yet I noticed the peacefulness, I liked it unconsciously, I was attracted to the sound.
This morning I noticed that I was arguing more with my father, more than usual it seems, I'm not sure though. I also noticed that the dog was more trustful with me, I noticed that too before when I was listening to AM6, it's like some kind of confidence/trust aura that I exclude, the dogs seems to notice it more than humans. Other that that I felt proud about what I accomplish until now, I felt good as life is getting better and better. It feels good to be good, I love my life.
I also need to note where I am in my life so I can track better if I will be better after this 6 month journey:
My social circle is getting really good, I talk to strangers a lot, my EX was jealous as she try to beta me every time she can. I made a lot of new friends that I go out with. I can still have more girls around me and the one around me now are not the one I look for, they are not girls I would date long term.
Professionally I'm still kinda lost as I have too much interest in too many direction, I don't know which path to take. I'm not sure I want to invest my full time in astrology. Aromatherapy is interesting but here too I'm not sure I want to get full time with it. There is also hypnosis but due to my subliminal I stopped it for now.
I'm also getting better at meditation, instead of watching movies/series sometimes I just meditate for 3 hours, it's not pure meditation though, as sometimes I fall asleep, sometimes I get into a trance and I play with some sex/erotics dream.
My body-language is very strong and it's now natural for me, when someone joke about how I stand, I just ignore him naturally. The way I stand look like some skillful guy on TV, especially my hand posture with my two hand folded together in front of me. I noticed a lot of presenter do that on tv and I do the same naturally. A girls compared my standing to movies in the far west, she was impressed.
My perception about people mood/reaction/emotion/manipulation is getting really good too, I started to play poker with my friend and I like it. My self perception is getting better to, as I know all I feel and I name it more easily. My ability to notice how I feel/behave is certainly due to my AM5/6 run.
The best change I notice until now is my mood, I'm enjoying my life way more than I used to. When I talk to friends/strangers, I feel good, I talk easily, I engage conversation with almost anyone easily. I do stuff naturally, thing that before I would be having a hard time doing, now I don't care about it.
In term of health I improved a lot too, I enjoy cooking healthy, I learn each week a new thing. It's not a radical thing but it's a daily step forward. It's a peaceful learning and a huge improvement for me because usually I learn until my eyes fall and one month later I get bored, here I'm passionate but I take my time.
There is still a lot to improve and I'll surely do better but for now I'm proud I'm so great.
My dream was different from ASC. I dream that I woke up and my feelings were different, I dreamed that my face expression was more dominant/angry/manly but that I was still happy, joyful.
The difference from ASC is that I was not able to recognize that it was a dream. Usually when I dream I know that it's a dream, It's not a perfect consciousness but I know it's not reality. But when I dream last night I thought it was real, this kind of dream didn't happen with ASC but I remember it well when I was using AM6. I also dream about my cousin, I was even more merciless with him due to him behaving irrespectfully.
When I really woke up I felt more motivated, unconsciously I liked this listening so much that I wanted to add more hours. To listen more that I planned but I realized I can't do that (tinnitus) and this was AM6 programming me. Naturalizer didn't seem to work here as I realized it. I remember when I first listen to AM6 a year ago I felt similar, I felt motivated to do more and the different testimonials from AM6 first stage reveal the same pattern, people wanting to listen more, so much that some couldn't handle it the next stage.
Comparing ASC to AM6 I can see that AM6 is faster, more powerful. For sure the scripting is different. If I compare my dreaming experience, I can say that my dream was more intense with AM6. Just as I begin to listen the first hours when I wasn't sleeping yet I noticed the peacefulness, I liked it unconsciously, I was attracted to the sound.
This morning I noticed that I was arguing more with my father, more than usual it seems, I'm not sure though. I also noticed that the dog was more trustful with me, I noticed that too before when I was listening to AM6, it's like some kind of confidence/trust aura that I exclude, the dogs seems to notice it more than humans. Other that that I felt proud about what I accomplish until now, I felt good as life is getting better and better. It feels good to be good, I love my life.
I also need to note where I am in my life so I can track better if I will be better after this 6 month journey:
My social circle is getting really good, I talk to strangers a lot, my EX was jealous as she try to beta me every time she can. I made a lot of new friends that I go out with. I can still have more girls around me and the one around me now are not the one I look for, they are not girls I would date long term.
Professionally I'm still kinda lost as I have too much interest in too many direction, I don't know which path to take. I'm not sure I want to invest my full time in astrology. Aromatherapy is interesting but here too I'm not sure I want to get full time with it. There is also hypnosis but due to my subliminal I stopped it for now.
I'm also getting better at meditation, instead of watching movies/series sometimes I just meditate for 3 hours, it's not pure meditation though, as sometimes I fall asleep, sometimes I get into a trance and I play with some sex/erotics dream.
My body-language is very strong and it's now natural for me, when someone joke about how I stand, I just ignore him naturally. The way I stand look like some skillful guy on TV, especially my hand posture with my two hand folded together in front of me. I noticed a lot of presenter do that on tv and I do the same naturally. A girls compared my standing to movies in the far west, she was impressed.
My perception about people mood/reaction/emotion/manipulation is getting really good too, I started to play poker with my friend and I like it. My self perception is getting better to, as I know all I feel and I name it more easily. My ability to notice how I feel/behave is certainly due to my AM5/6 run.
The best change I notice until now is my mood, I'm enjoying my life way more than I used to. When I talk to friends/strangers, I feel good, I talk easily, I engage conversation with almost anyone easily. I do stuff naturally, thing that before I would be having a hard time doing, now I don't care about it.
In term of health I improved a lot too, I enjoy cooking healthy, I learn each week a new thing. It's not a radical thing but it's a daily step forward. It's a peaceful learning and a huge improvement for me because usually I learn until my eyes fall and one month later I get bored, here I'm passionate but I take my time.
There is still a lot to improve and I'll surely do better but for now I'm proud I'm so great.
