08-06-2015, 12:56 AM
(08-06-2015, 12:15 AM)Alpha360 Wrote: I should start listening to AM6 the 08/09/2015 at 3:00AM
I intend to listen 8 hours per day the first stage and increase a bit at the last stage, the opposite from what I did in my last AM6 run.
not related to AM6:
I realized something due to the fact that I spend a lot of time with 2 young females friends. It's about girls looking at you when they are attracted to you.
The more I spend time with them the more I think that a girl showing attraction is meaningless, or the value in that is very little. It's almost like a guy looking at a girl ass/boobs/eyes because she is beautiful. In the first case the girl is just looking at someone she think is interesting, it doesn't mean if the guy will come talk to her that she will like him. In fact most of the time I would say she might just be attracted for a few days and then get bored. In the second case the man like the girl physically but it doesn't mean he likes her behavior/character, the difference is that he might doesn't care about her behavior for a few days. And then in both case the reality come back.
What I realized is that my old programming valued too much the girls showing attraction. Girls look at guys a lot (if they aren't judge and they don't repress their feeling), there is meaning/value in that but not a lot, it's something that happen a lot, it's something normal and to be expected. The problem would be to be surprised that a girl shows attraction, it shouldn't surprised you because girls do it all the time. We as man are surprised because girls are judged about this behavior so they hide their attraction. The girls I spend time with are almost like guys, they find a new guy attractive every 30 min. They are like animals looking for fresh meat. But like I said it doesn't mean much as their feeling about them go as quickly as they came.
So attraction is great but it's just attraction, it's useful but it's not the end.
ASC:
I have been unusually more confidence yesterday, I stopped listening to ASC 2 days ago, yesterday was my first day since I didn't listen to ASC the day before.
Yesterday on the dance floor I went dancing with a girl alone on the dance floor without thinking about it, I felt much more at ease than I am usually when I do that.
this story reminds me of a modal i was adopting in my life with regards to attraction. in this model attraction is defined as "simply curiousity". just curious about the other person. this curiosity may go away or stay
