Stage 5 day 2: lots of intense dreams, all have a meaning, but I don't write them down when I wake up, I tend to wake up and go back to sleep again.
The anger I had in the very first few stages I had is coming back in this stage. Not putting up with bullshit or things that waste my time. Being able to say no without saying no. What I mean by that is, I tell people my priorities, and they already understand it's a no for what they wanted from me.. my time.
I stopped using MLS about 5 days ago. Took too much time away from being able to use AM5. I was using am5 stage 4 for 8 hours cuz of MLS.
Also is it normal that I haven't cried since I've started AM5? I mean I used to cry atleast once every month atleast. Just about life, or about my past hurt, but I can't even force myself to cry LOL. Which I know I shouldn't but come on, what the hell!
The anger I had in the very first few stages I had is coming back in this stage. Not putting up with bullshit or things that waste my time. Being able to say no without saying no. What I mean by that is, I tell people my priorities, and they already understand it's a no for what they wanted from me.. my time.
I stopped using MLS about 5 days ago. Took too much time away from being able to use AM5. I was using am5 stage 4 for 8 hours cuz of MLS.
Also is it normal that I haven't cried since I've started AM5? I mean I used to cry atleast once every month atleast. Just about life, or about my past hurt, but I can't even force myself to cry LOL. Which I know I shouldn't but come on, what the hell!
