06-06-2014, 09:55 PM
day 18. Been having very vivid dreams..Can't remember most of it but at one point in the dream I was like "this can't be real, this must be a dream" and my grandmother responded, "it's not a dream"..like how creepy is that lol. When I woke up I was like wow..that felt the real world too. I'm having a bunch of self growth and realization type of dream..it's as if my subconscious is giving me signs..and at the same time barriers.
As far as the real world..I went over to my fwb's place, she gave me a blow job and I had my sleepphones on..but this time I felt the urge to cum..and after 3 mins of a blow job I did cum..that's not a good sign.. I had that under control..not sure what's happening. Might be going through a lot of anxiety and worry again..
As far as the real world..I went over to my fwb's place, she gave me a blow job and I had my sleepphones on..but this time I felt the urge to cum..and after 3 mins of a blow job I did cum..that's not a good sign.. I had that under control..not sure what's happening. Might be going through a lot of anxiety and worry again..
