AM5 Stage 2 Day 24.
NoFAP Day 24.
Event though I've been noFapping I've been having sex with one of the girls I mentioned earlier so that helps with the urges.
It's good because I can be my natural self around her and naturally I am quite dominant and sexual.
I am however quite shy with strangers and hold back a lot in the beginning.
I also became complacent for the last two weeks and didn't approach any women. I've been feeling very good like a boss. Very happy, confident, powerful. No signs of any resistance to the sub yet. I also feel less needy for validation from the outside world so that's a good sign.
However last night I went out and suddenly felt a little intimidated. It had been a while and there were a lot of hot women around in the club. I approached a number of women but left after talking for a couple of minutes. I always have trouble maintaining conversations and building attraction with strange women. This makes things very awkward and uncomfortable during those first few minutes. I realized that this is a limiting belief that I've been having and I started to tap on it last night. I'm not sure if I did it right but I do feel better about it. Let's see how things work out tonight as I will be going out again.
I missed a few days in meditation and had a lot of trouble getting back to the earlier concentration levels. Yesterday was good and I feel like I'll be able to meditate well in the next couple of days.
I've also been working out more these days and my body looks great.
Oh and I went skydiving last week. It was amazing and crazy!!
NoFAP Day 24.
Event though I've been noFapping I've been having sex with one of the girls I mentioned earlier so that helps with the urges.
It's good because I can be my natural self around her and naturally I am quite dominant and sexual.
I am however quite shy with strangers and hold back a lot in the beginning.
I also became complacent for the last two weeks and didn't approach any women. I've been feeling very good like a boss. Very happy, confident, powerful. No signs of any resistance to the sub yet. I also feel less needy for validation from the outside world so that's a good sign.
However last night I went out and suddenly felt a little intimidated. It had been a while and there were a lot of hot women around in the club. I approached a number of women but left after talking for a couple of minutes. I always have trouble maintaining conversations and building attraction with strange women. This makes things very awkward and uncomfortable during those first few minutes. I realized that this is a limiting belief that I've been having and I started to tap on it last night. I'm not sure if I did it right but I do feel better about it. Let's see how things work out tonight as I will be going out again.
I missed a few days in meditation and had a lot of trouble getting back to the earlier concentration levels. Yesterday was good and I feel like I'll be able to meditate well in the next couple of days.
I've also been working out more these days and my body looks great.
Oh and I went skydiving last week. It was amazing and crazy!!
