AM Refresher journal of LM

[Ryan]

You know how amazing it is to switch from pursuing to being pursued. Honestly, I had my hesitation, I was in doubt and didn't fully believe it would happen like that. But it did. I remember when I first 'flicked the switch'. It's an incredible feeling at first. I was doing SM, about half way through when I began really noticing it. At first, I wanted it and sought out how to get to that point. During AM it was harder to get dates and keep them. A first date would 40% of the time turn into a second date. And about 30% of women I met online would meet me. When I flicked the switch. They would date me, I could be completely brain-fogged, bored, and anxious to leave to go home during the date and 95% of the time they'd immediately text me afterwards saying how amazing the date was. From that point on it was auto-pilot, your phone starts going off the hook with messages from women just dying to see you again. Want to take you out. Beg to know the next time they'll see you. Text you random, boring shit all day long for no apparent reason. Beg you for relationships/sex. And most dates consist of them asking you all the boring, small-talk questions. They all tend to plan out your week without any involvement whatsoever lol. Just sit back and let it roll, no work whatsoever. The women doing it surprised me too. Strippers, very good looking foreign girls, amazing women models, extremely fashionable. The cold bitches, as other guys would call them. For some reason I tend to attract a lot of foreign women. I don't get it, but I do love it.