AM 6 - another go 'round

[achtung81]

hi everyone
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just started AM6 (not sure if this is my 4th or 5th run - i've already done WM, BASE, DMSI, and emotional healing)

I'm on stage 1 - day 16 - and after listening for a minimum of 12 hours per day i have come down with a splitting headache for the past 2 days - not to mention serious depressive thoughts and overall shitty feeling...

is this normal?

Only if you're subconsciously terrified of achieving the goals of the program and afraid that doing so is going to result in your literal death.

I am not kidding, after a decade of exploring why people have that response, that is what I discovered.  Some part of you genuinely believes that if you don't stop using the program, you'll end up dead.  

Of course that's ridiculous, but the part of you doing this has zero capacity to understand logic, and it only knows fear.  

The solutions are as follows:

1. You can reduce the number of hours you listen until this stops happening, which will either allow your subconscious to make progress slowly, or simply resist it forever.  
2. You can increase the time you listen, which will either override the resistance, or make the issue worse.
3. You can do what you should have done in the first place, and run OF v2.  That is the ONLY time I would suggest stopping an incomplete AM6 run to do something else.

AM6 is what started my decade long quest to figure out why people have resistance, and it boils down, every time, to fear.  And every time it boils down to a train of irrational "logic" that ends with, "... and then I'll DIE!!!".  

In the case of AM6, the usual (but condensed) "train of thought" looks like this.  If I make myself more alpha, then someone's gonna come along and get mad at me/hate me for/reject me for/beat me up for being alpha, and then I'll DIE!!!"

Ludicrous, yes.  But that's how your emotional self thinks when it's afraid.

Splitting headache is a desperate last ditch effort to make you stop listening to whatever, because "I'll get us KILLED!!!".  

If I were you, I would run OF v2 and then come back to AM6.

And next time, run WM AFTER AM, like you're supposed to.

Perhaps I didn't clarify,  I ran am before running wm.  Also why run of v2 if am6 already has of in it? I'm just gonna power through am6