06-11-2014, 06:40 AM
Day 140 - 150
Long time since I've posted something here. I do not feel a lot of changes happening, that may be because 1) I'm resisting the program, but I don't think that's what's happening, I'm feeling quite good, not a lot of headaches, emotionially quite stable (but I've been feeling quite sad lately). The second reason may be that I was already an alpha guy when I have started this program, but I don't believe I was an alpha guy. I do feel more alpha than ever, and I feel better inside. I don't give a **** about what other people think about me, I do what needs to be done, I'm more comfortable around people, ... But those results are not as strong as I expected. Or maybe there were a lot of results but because the change is so smooth, I'm unable to see it. That's quite annoying if that's the case because I'm unable to tell if this is having an impact on me or not. Which means I need things that are a little bit more noticeable to happen, like what happened when I was using ASC. I think the OE in ASC did make those results happen and because I'm using a 4G without OE, I'm wanting the same results than a 5G would give me. I may be already accustomed to the power of the 5G and am then unable to see the results happening on a 4G. But this is not believable to me, a lot of people here have gotten amazing results on AM 5.0 4G. Maybe I can't make the difference between before and after on a sub less powerful than 5G. I don't really know. Or maybe this sub is just a great foundation for my life. I do have changed, and in a lot of positive ways. But not as much as I've wanted. I thought I would see the results happening in the last stages, but obviously I'm getting less results than in the first stages. I need your help on this guys (and maybe Shannon if you've got the time).
I'm thinking about doing LTU 3.1 or maybe the Socializing Is Just A Fun Game or Overcome Social Anxiety next. I can't really decide. I am more considering LTU because it works on anxiety and on being a more social person. What do you think about this ?
I thank you very much for reading my posts,
-Adri
Long time since I've posted something here. I do not feel a lot of changes happening, that may be because 1) I'm resisting the program, but I don't think that's what's happening, I'm feeling quite good, not a lot of headaches, emotionially quite stable (but I've been feeling quite sad lately). The second reason may be that I was already an alpha guy when I have started this program, but I don't believe I was an alpha guy. I do feel more alpha than ever, and I feel better inside. I don't give a **** about what other people think about me, I do what needs to be done, I'm more comfortable around people, ... But those results are not as strong as I expected. Or maybe there were a lot of results but because the change is so smooth, I'm unable to see it. That's quite annoying if that's the case because I'm unable to tell if this is having an impact on me or not. Which means I need things that are a little bit more noticeable to happen, like what happened when I was using ASC. I think the OE in ASC did make those results happen and because I'm using a 4G without OE, I'm wanting the same results than a 5G would give me. I may be already accustomed to the power of the 5G and am then unable to see the results happening on a 4G. But this is not believable to me, a lot of people here have gotten amazing results on AM 5.0 4G. Maybe I can't make the difference between before and after on a sub less powerful than 5G. I don't really know. Or maybe this sub is just a great foundation for my life. I do have changed, and in a lot of positive ways. But not as much as I've wanted. I thought I would see the results happening in the last stages, but obviously I'm getting less results than in the first stages. I need your help on this guys (and maybe Shannon if you've got the time).
I'm thinking about doing LTU 3.1 or maybe the Socializing Is Just A Fun Game or Overcome Social Anxiety next. I can't really decide. I am more considering LTU because it works on anxiety and on being a more social person. What do you think about this ?
I thank you very much for reading my posts,
-Adri
