06-01-2014, 01:54 AM
Day 127 - 139
Stage 5
Hello
11 Days into Stage 5. I've started having vivid dreams again. They are very weird and make me uncomfortable because I always dream of situations that make me uncomfortable. I feel like my social response is improving, I talk more easily to other people. I also think my boundaries are coming back, stronger than before: I had an "argument" with my parents and I told them that I was not OK with what they told me, but in a very respectful way. We did not "fight", we just discussed and at the end, they told me I was right.
I also feel better than on Stage 4 but my head is messy, I cannot focus on my goals. I have lost my sense of clarity. I don't know where I'm going, what I should do next, ...
That's it for today, generally I've found that I become aware of most of the results 2 weeks after the start of the stage so let's see in some days where I'll be
-Adri
Stage 5
Hello
11 Days into Stage 5. I've started having vivid dreams again. They are very weird and make me uncomfortable because I always dream of situations that make me uncomfortable. I feel like my social response is improving, I talk more easily to other people. I also think my boundaries are coming back, stronger than before: I had an "argument" with my parents and I told them that I was not OK with what they told me, but in a very respectful way. We did not "fight", we just discussed and at the end, they told me I was right. I also feel better than on Stage 4 but my head is messy, I cannot focus on my goals. I have lost my sense of clarity. I don't know where I'm going, what I should do next, ...
That's it for today, generally I've found that I become aware of most of the results 2 weeks after the start of the stage so let's see in some days where I'll be
-Adri
