05-18-2014, 09:34 AM
Day 120-126
Hi guys
This stage is sooo challenging !! I thought my resistance was gone but obviously it's not ! I always find a way not to listen to the sub for the amount of time I need ! My subconscious is trying to trick me but I can see what it's trying to do
Lot of fear and anxiety lately. A little bit of sadness peppered on the top. I am becoming more self-reliant, like I feel I don't have anything to prove to anybody. If I make a social mistake, nothing wrong with that, I think about it for 10 seconds and then it's gone. I now never feel bad about what I'm doing. But I don't feel great inside anyways. Really not great.
I hate stage 4. Really hate it ! Even if it has given me slight changes. I don't know if it's stage 4 that makes me feel that way or if other events in my life are the trigger but I don't like.
I loved and I hated this month. My life has changed during this month but I now feel bad inside.
Really thinking about using LTU to make me free of all those bad emotions.
Stage 5 is coming, I'll start using it tuesday. Hopefully it will bring more changes and make me feel better.
Bye guys,
-Adri
Hi guys
This stage is sooo challenging !! I thought my resistance was gone but obviously it's not ! I always find a way not to listen to the sub for the amount of time I need ! My subconscious is trying to trick me but I can see what it's trying to do
Lot of fear and anxiety lately. A little bit of sadness peppered on the top. I am becoming more self-reliant, like I feel I don't have anything to prove to anybody. If I make a social mistake, nothing wrong with that, I think about it for 10 seconds and then it's gone. I now never feel bad about what I'm doing. But I don't feel great inside anyways. Really not great.I hate stage 4. Really hate it ! Even if it has given me slight changes. I don't know if it's stage 4 that makes me feel that way or if other events in my life are the trigger but I don't like.
I loved and I hated this month. My life has changed during this month but I now feel bad inside.
Really thinking about using LTU to make me free of all those bad emotions.
Stage 5 is coming, I'll start using it tuesday. Hopefully it will bring more changes and make me feel better.
Bye guys,
-Adri
