02-10-2014, 10:49 AM
Days 25 + 26 + 27 + 28 + 29
Hey guys ! So I've been quite "depressed" those last days. I am rehashing old past errors I made, moments during which I did not live up to my standards. I am also more angry at people, I had an argument with a teacher today (hey, she was wrong ). But something lit up my day today. I was in the bus on a single person seat and there were no seats left so people had to stand. A little girl (4 - 5 years old) came to my seat and just sat down in a little space between me and the armrest. She was really cute and it is the first time I felt so caring for a child ! I wanted to ask her where was her mother but she fell asleep on me. Her mother was 2 or 3 meters away in the bus but as soon as she realized her child was on my seat she came and I smiled to her, she smiled back and she started to rock her girl. When they went out of the bus, I could see them outside through the window and they were waving their hands at me. It blowed me away. I wanted to cry because it was really magical. I cannot explain why but this moment was magical !
That's all for today,
-Adri
Hey guys ! So I've been quite "depressed" those last days. I am rehashing old past errors I made, moments during which I did not live up to my standards. I am also more angry at people, I had an argument with a teacher today (hey, she was wrong ). But something lit up my day today. I was in the bus on a single person seat and there were no seats left so people had to stand. A little girl (4 - 5 years old) came to my seat and just sat down in a little space between me and the armrest. She was really cute and it is the first time I felt so caring for a child ! I wanted to ask her where was her mother but she fell asleep on me. Her mother was 2 or 3 meters away in the bus but as soon as she realized her child was on my seat she came and I smiled to her, she smiled back and she started to rock her girl. When they went out of the bus, I could see them outside through the window and they were waving their hands at me. It blowed me away. I wanted to cry because it was really magical. I cannot explain why but this moment was magical !
That's all for today,
-Adri