06-27-2014, 04:30 PM
Quote:But if he didn't do it in the past you probably grown personally and he is not used to the fact that you are the way you actually are.
Hmm interesting, thanks.. reading this I just realized that he didn't do this in the past until recently when I started losing weight and becoming more confident. I didn't realize that until now.
The other thing I wondered after posting this, is that maybe part of why the others aren't talking to me as much is that I didn't do much about it when he put me in a headlock and just let it go and they seen me let him do that without anything back. It does sound strange and i'd think they should be more mature than that, but somewhere subconsciously this may be happening. Hmm.
Quote:The irony of it is that it may make you feel a little disloyal or like you're not being a true friend, guilty or that there is something wrong with you....there isn't (although you will tend to have conflicting emotions telling you otherwise)
Yep, i'm going through all kinds of emotions around this.. to being pissed off with them saying "fuck them" to not wanting to talk to them at all and then to wanting to hang out with them. Guess i've just gotta adjust.
-Ben
